The way to live

2009-02-12T23:34:00.004+08:00

I went to a "Lou Hei" Luncheon event at Expo, held by Singapore Expo last week. The perk of working in a publishing firm. :) It was themed " A Shanghai Afternoon" or something along those lines. We had to dress in an oriental style.

This lady was singing quite a few nice chinese songs from the 1980's. I like it alot!

It was more of a banquet style than a lunch buffet. There was about 280 people present. 8-course lunch can... not dinner , lunch.

Aha...The important post which i received today...A package in my mail box. From SPH...dedicated to me by my bf. :) Heat pads...might be for those cramps which i complained incessantly about.

The tag line on the heat pad : " Your Love Keeps Me Warm" and "I Have The Hots For You" Cliche...but i like..haaa

The Lovely card...not creative at all...design leaves much to be desired but it did create much anticipation in me. To buy the Sat's The New Paper. Cats Fastads on 14th Feb. :)

I am a happy girlfriend. VERY!!! :)

2008-08-25T00:44:00.001+08:00

Life is pretty busy and hectic these two months. Work is great, I love my job but just need some time to adapt though.

Although im lesser of one friend, but nevertheless its good riddance. When i talk to someone, i claim those opinions to be my own, not exactly the truth but what i feel. I dun mind saying things to your face if you can take it. Along the way if things got out of perspectives and not the way it is stated in the initial way, then dont come and hound me.When i said apple, it turns out durian...you dun fucking come and ask me why i said durian rite. Stupid.

Anyway,i like to do things upfront, i can tell u how i feel abt you if i dun care how you feel. I can say, if you can take it.

Say we are not good friends, not up to her expectation. When i never see her do much for me when i was down and out. Keep asking us to go down and see her or whatnot, did she do the same for us when we require it without asking too? She got exams la, projects la, fyp la...then the two of us dun have ar? We sit around and meet her when she got probs ar. Diff expectation, fuck shit la...want us to do this and that for her when we see nothing coming from her.

Say i backstab her. Along the years i have no idea how many frnds whether in JI or out of JI, to have people asking me countless times "why are you still friends with her, she dun seemed like a nice friend, she always seemed to have attitude probs in sch, looks snobbish..." even with some close friends i tried to defend her. At some counts, i couldnt, i got it for backstabbing. Dun be stupid, i have always told you ur flaws, you can tell me mine. I just din wan to hurt you and tell you what people have been saying behind your back, i took it in, defended you when i could, not always but when i could. You dun appreciate its ok, dun fucking turned around after 6 years and say i badmouth you when i said more positive things about you to my frns, how loyal you could be, how you once stood by me in my bad times than the few flaws i mentioned about you (not the twisted truth part, thats not my fault, people twist their facts..not me).

When you retained, you told our friends that you didnt like JI and choose to leave the school to go poly. I stood by you, even you lied to our friends, i did not oust you, we did not leave you.

When you said you were once a hockey skater, but when we skated...you couldnt even skate in a straight line. you said its the shoes...I din care, as long as you were loyal and remain a good frn to us..we leave the lies and not expose you.

When you told a muture friend, you run 50 Km in 5 hrs. People asked you why were you so fast and all, were you sure about the timing. You got angry and asked to be respected and not underestimated. In the end, you got found out that due to some health issue, you did not finish the race, you skip some check points.
.......

All in all, they are not an issue of life and death. Yet who wants an untruthful friend. Yet my good friend and i stick with this person for many years. We have not outcast her despite many things that happened in the past till this time. In the end, we got bitten back by saying we were lousy friends. I should have never stood up for her. Waste my time, in the end this is all i get. Next time look before i defend. See if its worth my effort. She arent. If you should have never tried, we were the once who should never. You are certainly not worth it.

She said i will get my karma for defaming her. Will i get my karma for defending her all this years ? For sticking by her? Defame? I would gladly tell you in your face, how i feel about you. Why is everyone leaving you? Why is your two "ex close friends" leaving you? Why is your ex bf and another of your current good friend saying same stuffs about you? You mean your character has no probs? I never claim to be a saint, just opinionated at times. Is it us or is it you? Ask us to reflect? We ask you to reflect...

2008-06-13T00:14:00.004+08:00

The second place after Telok Blangah Park is the Henderson Waves...The place felt cooler as it is much higher up. I decided then to take black and white shots because there was alot of spaces and different sceneries. I felt that the change looked good on the pictures. I always feel that wedding shoot should have some black and white pictures as it connotes both tranquility and ever lasting images.

I like this range of pictures alot and i hope you enjoy them. These pictures are not taken professionally as i tried to take them before the photographer take his shot and then they had to change positions.

2008-06-12T23:31:00.003+08:00

The next day after my dear best friend got solomnised, i joined the newly wed at Emerald Hill for their make up @ Chris Ling. We went for her photoshoot at the Waves (henderson Hill Top walk) and the Telok Blangah Park. The photographer was really quite professional and took really good pictures. I was the errand girl that day. Busy lugging bags and passing out tissues to our HOT yet Happy couple. It was funny seeing lovely takes and when the camera was outta the way..Philip immediatly attempts to take off his jacket and lynn opens her fist revealing tissue to wipe her forehead. The photographer stood quite far away hence i had no choice but to follow suit as i cant be in the picture. Thats why these pictures are taken so far away...thats the best i can zoom. I think im quite a good photographer too. haa Good shots? No?

2008-06-12T17:28:00.004+08:00

Ahhhh...im beginning to hate blog spot already. Blardy blog spot refuses to show me my pictures while i blog. So now i cant tag all the pictures below cos i duno which is which. Anyway... These are pictures frm Lynn- ROM day at labrador park @ The Moon Ladder. The Food was great. The company was great. The MCs and lynn's dad were super fun. It was a success i would say. The fun-est ROM i have ever been. Below the pictures are of Marian,Lynn,me. And the beautiful Bride herself...she is gorgeous i tell you. Kenny and i..the drivers unite. haha and the Jo-Jo couple ;) This is Lynn walk in....The funky music together with her unique style of marching in with philip...took the audience by surprise. I wasnt expecting it hence the camera was jerking up and down...cos i was laughing away.Sorry for the bad filming...Part 2 will be up next. KL road trip too!! Im back dudes

P.s sorry the video seemed to have some probs. will try again tonite

2008-05-18T01:28:00.004+08:00

Its a long time since i last blogged. Basically this entry is to summarise what i have been up to the last couple of weeks. :)
Before my last two papers, part of the Padai were already in the holiday mood. Coz Alvin was gg back to army while we were itching for a ktv session. So we went..
We took a group photo together with a new member- Jian Xing whom i feel sing "da du nan" very nicely. haha

Happy happy~~ I wish the happiness would always stay. The dress nice right? He has got good taste. ;)My very own T.W.U. hahhaa

He brought me to a very nice place for dinner. I have no idea whats the name of the restaruant...but the food wasnt bad, ambience was fantastic...and of cos i looove the dessert. :)

Holidays are to be spent at the beach. I love Sentosa...Batam!!!

After my LAST PAPER!! Josh bought me to NO SIGNBOARD at Vivo..he says last paper liao, shld get some good food. I love Crabs! Dont you??

The ferry to Batam and back...It was all very fun. Luckily he got me my motion sickness pills,panadols and medicated oil. Which makes my trip a better one. No motion sickness ar! :)
I had lotsa fun mates in Batam- Mariam, Xia Yan (must be pronounced the way as in her voice mail...slow and sexy..hehehhe Just kidding XY..hehe), GQ my partner in crime.

Did i Mentioned i love A&W , i love root beer float and curly fries. :)

And its time to make it up to Brandon...so many years, he always come down to JP to find me n Gq when we were busy with our stuffs. So its time GQ and i travel down to Northpt for some LIL 3Some bonding session. hahah As usual, we ordered tons of food, completed with lotsa jokes..the company was absolute great fun. :)

我不配- 周杰倫 I'm Not Worthy [Wo Bu Pei] - Jay Chou MV

2008-05-06T16:33:00.001+08:00

Awhh...so sad. :( haiii

2008-05-06T00:20:00.002+08:00

Its the exams time again...This semester is the worst. Gotta mug real hard. 3 more papers till freedom!
Meanwhile...my lovely Best friend is getting MARRIED!!! IM SO EXCITED! Let you catch a glimpse of the bride to be. ;)

Pretty Hor!..My best friend. Of cos la~

Chocolates never fail to bring a smile to my face... ahh.. Chocolates. ;)

2008-04-07T18:52:00.002+08:00

ahh...i have got 5 mins left to blog before i venture to my tuition kid's house. Im under his condo, beside a swimming pool, enjoying the sunset.. darn cool rite?? GO DIE LA. SO many mosquitoes here can...TMDDD haha

Last Week, i went to IMM with dear Ms How and i saw two of my ex school mate. One is Wei Yang, who just got married last year. He was with his wife and his wife is Pregnant!!! so cute...i asked their permission to touch her tummy. hehehe

Than when i went out of IMM i saw a car...with flurry stuff at the dashboard. I was like...oh my god..whats with the fur..haha in the end, the car turn's out to be Edmund's. He was waiting for his gf. Gone were the days when he sported the HELLO KITTY car. Fur is in now...with bling bling....haa...

2008-03-31T13:58:00.006+08:00

Have no idea why i keep uploading another youtube video but they were nv uploaded. :( School has been crazy...i am rather up to my neck with school work and endless projects, assignments. Been camping at least one weekend in school since the past month. Life has been tiring for me. Slp less than 6 hrs a day.. Can you believe it? I cant operate without at least 9 hrs of sleep daily. Bleah. But well, everyone in this state so its alright i guess. Very sorry to Jasmine, Shan who is always there for me...but i cant meet up often. Wait till MAY okay..i will be super free by then.
Anyway 2-3 weeks ago, i went Keppel Bay Drive with my friend. The ambience is fantastic there. The Prive Restaruant is near the sea..very pretty with all the lights shinning around the "island".

Tada...take a look at the food. ;)The sea view is quite lovely too.

Gary,Jam and Aska Yang

2008-03-27T14:30:00.001+08:00

Watch this video 1st before watching the one below. In order to get the kick out of watching that. This is the video in Helaine's blog previously.. Do watch both to destress...i ensure u will be more relaxed after the 2nd video. :)

2008-03-21T19:34:00.004+08:00

LOST IN MEMORIES

*Credited to Shaun's blog. I like the way he started his blog entry with a picture. So i emulate it..must reference...wait he scold me..say i copy cat. haha*

Life is currently a messed up episode out of the usual happy funny sitcom.

Helaine's blog has this song that i loved for a long time. I love Aska yang singing that song, despite Helaine's disgust for him. Haa...

雨
不停落下来
花
怎么都不开

爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡
今后都不管
只要你能愉快

有一句感慨
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看那些片段还在不在
心

Memories..i reckon..swam around in my mind, overwhelming me the way hunger strikes a starving man.
I have never been this messed up since 17 years old. I yearn for stability again.
Please let me have a hold.
A hold onto something. Some thoughts.
Some memories.
I plead.

2008-03-06T02:27:00.004+08:00

KL-Part 2

BaTu Cave with its huge statue.

We found a super chio Light shinning into the cave man. Shaun told me the name for it but i couldnt remember ar. So i took a picture of it with my camera phone.

We love Scary KL...We are the "paranoia" group man. Kana harassed in the middle of the night by some scary looking Japanese Journalist (she claims and i shall leave her to the title) who complained that we were too loud. Actually we were, but its the holidays and a Budget Hotel man..Who cares!!

WTH man.. The room really had glass panels separating the room and the bathroom can. Bottom half was frosted glass...Lucky i am short hor. Got advantage 1. haha See...can bio other people...haa

GENTING-Last 2nd Day!!!!!

Yep...we were still pretty excited...but our bodies were complaining due to the Batu Walk the day before. We caught a midnight show- Vantage Point, after getting our virgin shot at the Casino there. We sat on OSIM Chairs man....for freaking RM15!! CAn YOU you YES You believe it! I was so uber duper excited!!! But i think Felicia couldnt take the luxury treatment, she kinda fall sick after that. Sigh..

Uber big and luxurious room can. All Thanks to Felicia! :))))))))

Girls Nite OUT!!! DRESS UP girls!!!!

See...The power of Make UP. " The 4 Pretty Girls" :)

Our Siao Kias Pose-Ethnographic Pose!

Thats the LIL ME!! ;) I can really Fit into a Bag..SAm bring me to Shanghai, its Possible!! :)

The Siao Kias at Work. Haha Thats why i only made a couple of friends in Uni. 3 Really good Gfs. Thats good enough for my 3 yr stint. :)

I really had fun with the girls. We cared and attended to one another...I have never seen so much concern from girls to girls before. Everyone look out for everyone..but i think ironically everyone kinda look out for me. They probably got lost by the fact that i am small size, i keep hearing "Ah jo, wheres Jo ar" " Wheres Jolyn ar" "Jo are you there, can you dun anyhow run without telling us?"

Alamak...Im at least 1 yr plus older than these 3 youths can??? I get so much more attention..sigh, its never about age isnt it?

I love my Uni girls. ;)

2008-03-06T00:48:00.003+08:00

KL-Genting Trip!!! Part 1

We went straight to KL and stayed there for 2 nights before moving off to Genting! KL, the 1st time im staying there...not as bad as i thought.. FUNN!!!

But the coach ride there wasnt so much fun...there was plenty of mosquitoes and we had a tiring time swatting them here and there. 6 hours of coach ride wasnt comfortable with my partner scolding the bus driver for being darn slow. She actually said she can run faster than the bus can... ALAMAK...my room mate sumore.. haa..

I am HAPPY to go on any trip! Even to MSIA ...haa

TWIN TOWER...my erm 1st time seeing it real life hor.

Pardon our enthusiasm!! Jump shot is a Must!! I may be short, but dun forget im a ZERO POINT PRINCESS!! muahahah

My orange room that looks really orange...and small. Can only fit in a Queen size bed and a small pavement to walk. See my room mate (felicia) had to sit in the loo while we had our supper. haa

See guys...4 gals dun only shop and shop till we drop can. We did some heritage sightseeing hor. Okok...with some coercion from Felicia. But we were happy to be there. We din take a cab there K. Be impressed guys.... we took LRT and bus, got lost, took another bus and finally found BATU CAVES. Apparently all the buses there says they go to Batu Caves, but i guess it is so famous that the entire surrounding area is called that. :(

Before Climbing the BATU STEPS- HAPPY GIRLS

Meanwhile..Took a look and saw this! Its a Long walk ahead man..Aint so sure anymore. Thats 272 steps ..steep steps people...

After the really, honestly tiring walk upwards...we were in the cave! Spectacular. Din see much bats though, just temples and lotsa Indians praying that day. It was some sorta festival i think.

Wah...so tired! Must cool off la... Refreshment. :)

2008-03-01T05:03:00.002+08:00

Lindy with her long flowing hair and sweet little smile that beams of innocence, loves to glaze longingly at her mum's flower garden. She loves the sun shinning down on those petals, as if passion and love are everlasting.

She has one belief and that is "You can always see light in tunnels or caves." There can be no artificial lights nor sunlight..but she firmly believes so. Not knowing the reason for the irrational belief, she trust that you can always see light in tunnels. Believe and you will see.

Lindy loves to take the subway,aimlessly and getting off only when she feels like it. It is fascinating to see the different type of people that gets on the train. They are so different, yet so similar. Human amazes her yet scares her at the same time. They seemed so innocent and nice on the surface but you never know the kind of person beneath that power suit or that crumbled shirt.

She felt that there is always light in tunnel and one should never give up in any thing. Without light, trains would be so lost..they would lose their way, wouldnt they? But they never did, they always seemed to know which stop to go to, which direction to go. You never hear of train knocking onto the walls of tunnel..do you? Hence there must be light , like the ones from the lighthouse to guide the ships away from danger...yes there must be.

Sadly,Lindy found out that there was actually no light in tunnel unless one built it there.
No lighthouse.
Tunnels are dark.
You cant see a dime in there.
Nothing to guide the train to any particular direction. Tracks are there to keep them in place.

Only during the daytime, would you see light shinning into the tunnel. At night, you see none. Light never belong to the tunnel nor in the tunnel. It was merely a loan from an external source. If there is no sunlight shinning in, there is no light in the tunnel. Truth being, tunnel is meant to be dark, not meant to light up.

Lindy selom take the subway nowadays. She loves to cab everywhere. She feels that it save time and is more efficient. She decided to convert her mum's flower garden into a mini swimming pool so she could fluant her new series of bikinis. She reckons flower glazing is a waste of time. Light shone on any thing is a facade and nothing more.

2008-02-29T00:48:00.002+08:00

2 stubbborn people will find it hard to be together, unless one succumb and compromise.
Unless both change.

I always tell people that r/s is like a jigsaw puzzle, had to shift, get some friction b4 the piece fits rightly with another one. Sometimes u have to curve one of the piece to fit the side of the other piece then can.

Its ironic.

2008-02-23T02:13:00.005+08:00

**** LEAVING SG On 23rd FEB..Morning******
WILL BE BACK ON 27th (TUE) evening or Night. :)
DUN CALL unless Urgent. Haa...save ya money as well as mine. But u r welcome to msg me anytime. Haa.. ;)

GG with the crazy gang from NUS. SILING How, Cheryl Poon, Felicia!!! Gonna stay 2 nights at KL and 1 night at Genting. Its gonna crazy girls time man. I packed so many stuffs into my backpack. No bf to help me this time round. :(
4 more hrs before im supposed to leave home and meet them at the Golden Mile. So far rite... :( so tired. Ok gonna Koonz liao. Ciao People !

Before i leave for my happy trip...i wana tell my dear boyfriend that i love him alot. That time has became a strenghtener for this relationship. It allows me to see his flaws and him to clearly understand mine. Ironically, i seemed to have deeper feelings for him than ever. I hope he feels this way too (he better be).

The way I Love-Like no others.

Darling be more patient with me ok. I am trying to be a very gd gf le..really. :)
Thanks for doting on me soo much.
For always giving in to me
For enduring all my tantrums
For my pek chekness when im driving.

Loving me when im down
When im crazy with my antics
when im high with endorphins
even when im angry with you over little things.

Thanks for hugging me when im down
JUST-
when i need the hugs
when i need the love
when i need you

Thanks for being understanding
for the TLC
for the jokes.

I love you for who you are.
For having the same hobbies
-like reading and sleeping :)
For having the same sorta character as me
For understanding my weird theories.

I hope you love me,
the way i am.
The way i am with you
The way i love you.

Jolyn-Keong

My lovoly Card

My lovoly Trip

My lovoly Hug

My lovoly kiss

I love you. :)

2008-02-19T13:23:00.005+08:00

Ahhhhh CNY...a very fun time. Yeah...to everyone who knows me well, my family usually take the 1st five days to go overseas. We have been to Indonesia, Malaysia, Thailand to spend our CNY for the past 20 years or so. Malacca is one of our favourites, we probably would go thailand another year. Well, alot of people asked why my family goes overseas during cny. They didnt think it is alright and why dun i spent cny with my extended family.

For all those patronising people and others who didnt put that across nicely to me, it is simply BECAUSE i do not have a huge extended family. It is not "bi nian" or what. Many people should have realised i do not talk about my grandparents, it is simple because they are not here anymore. Both my dad's and mum's side. It is lucky for many of you who have your grandparents by your side still and huge families cny visiting, but i happen to have none cos they died around the time when i was very little. My dad only have an elder sister which is uncommon then, thus there isnt much to visit. We go over to my aunt house before Chu yi to bai nian. My mum has a younger brother and usually after we get back frm our holidays, the entire family would come over to my hse to bai nian. Thus there goes my entire relatives in Singapore. So why do you think i dont stay in the country for Cny. It is just exasperating when people just assume something bad when there is a reason behind it. Anyway my parents only get 5 off days annually other than the normal holidays. So it is the best time to get some private family bonding time. :)

Pictures!!! DeSARU...my virgin trip there. :) Waves are huge over there

Even the coconut trees grew differently there. L-shape sumore...haa

I am always the photographer so i aint inside. :)

The Slacker family Moon tanned on the deck chairs, to chit chat :) Even Le Xuan gets her own deck chair.

Aha...V-day. My lovely bf gave me a surprise present. I specifically ask him to get something small and inexpensive...he actually went and got me my Fav ALDO VOUCHERS!!!! cos i always tell him never to buy shoes for me...i "pan dang" mah. AHHH Plus a lovely different V Day dinner at East Coast Park with chili crabs!!! ahhhhhhh *Pamper pamper* :)) And a lovely sweet card he made himself...got our pictures inside too..

MY HAPPIEST V-DAY EVER! THANKS Honey for such a lovoly day. For pampering me and putting so much effort into a day which you always thought is a HALLMARK GIMMICK and scam. I Love You... ":) hope u love the shirt i bought for you.

The gang meet up for a fun nite out at Blu Jaz. 12 of us...it was quite a large outing. shows how much we love sam. :) We cam whore with 4 cameras, played drinking games and laughed like crazy there. looooveeee

It was a very fun day with the JI-Gang. Where are the names for the JI-Gang new nick??? TAG PEOPLE...THIS IS AN ORDER!! haha Unless u wana be called JI-GANG forever.

Ahh...Sam...so fun and so cute...Such a tall lady with a girly voice and youthful character. I got this feeling that she will still be this way 20 years down the road. Haa

2008-02-06T21:29:00.000+08:00

We had reunion dinner with the Old Sch Gang (JI) ...at Waraku. The food was great as usual, the place is nicer than the one at starhub center. :)
Tada...its a pity darling cant turn up but its ok, we took a picture b4 i went for the dinner.

Last Sunday was chaotic..Actually everyday has been chaotic. There were so much Spring cleaning to do...i almost had backaches everyday.
My family went about doing our usual yearly outing..To Mac. Reservoir for breakfast and some monkey seeing. The monkeys there very fiecre...one went attempted to climb ontop of the ledge and jump onto my table. Bare its teeth at us some more.... :(
We went to the LOrnie Flower Market and got ourselves Ying Liu to decorate.
Tada The BOTAK YING LIU!!! and my lil niece on a chair to pull out its "cover" revealing its naked, lovely,sexy cottonbody (hahhahaa ).

The CHI-NA BIANG CNY Tree...haa very Obiang-sy, but it get the ambience going in the house.

Tada... TUAN YUAN FAN!!! The very important occasion in my family. We decided to forgo our usual steamboat practice and Papa decided to be the chef for the day! :) Erm my mum cant to cook...well...hahaa

Tada the fried prawns before it is cooked with the tomato sauce.

Menu for CNY's eve dinner:

Fried Beehoon
Fried Mee
Roast Duck (bought)
Yong tao Hu soup with chicken
Bai Zhan JI (white chicken i think)
Steam fish with fantastic gravy
Fried prawns with Tomato sauce
Coke :))

Yipee...It was a great Dinner.. okie..i gotta go bathe and prepare for my CJ7 screening at 11pm, with my family of cos. Gonna go Desaru and Kukup tomorrow. Yippee...

CNY is the BEST

2008-01-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

I say...while the semester has started for almost everyone, many of us are still in the holiday mood. Are you? Arent You? Well, we wither our time away online..surfing ebay, blogs, chatting on msn, trying to get a bargain when you could have simply save the money for a RAINY day. In Singapore especially after the monsoon season, one is rather used to the rainy day..so yea if you have to spent your money..i reckon let me help you along with it.

1st off the list, someone who loves korean dramas, loves fashion, loves shopping, loves accessories will usually ended up becoming an online entrepreneur selling what she do best. Selling lovely stuffs, a myrid of dramas, dresses, necklaces, A&F shorts, you name it.

Go take a look especially if you love Korean dramas the way she does.

Website: http://vintagethrills.livejournal.com/

2nd Off the list , Its CNY..so how can one forget the goodies that we stuffed ourselves crazy on a yearly basis? Its Peanuts cookies...Yummy... Its for real..Get them delivered straight, yes i mean straight to your doorstep. ;)
Never Let your CNY be spoilt by lousy cookies, only Spoilt by choice.

Website: http://www.morethancookies.blogspot.com/

3rd off the list, its CNY...so clothes are the fetish for this period. I got myself a lovely dress which is the one you see below. The quality is fantastic, and there is lining thus it is not sheer at all. I love the dresses, you should too. The sellers are fantastic people who deliver goods speedily and make sure they come in excellent quality. I bought my CNY clothes from them so yea...its a 1st hand experience.

Both websites are from the same seller :
http://www.shsecrets.blogspot.com/

http://www.what2wear.com.sg/

P.S : above comments and ratings are given purely upon writer's own experiences and perception, any discrepancies found has got nothing to do with the writer. Discretion should be maintained by buyers.

2008-01-20T15:03:00.000+08:00

This semester started off with a whimper..not a bang, not even some sort of excitement. Im just trying to capture all the joy of university life, the lunches, the friendship and the classes (skip not). Its the last semester in NUS, i cant say how fast time flies...it literally Zoom by. I kinda spent some 10 yrs or so, imagining the day when i would enter into Uni..I did, then in a blink of an eye, im gonna be outta the system soon. Im caught in a drain, filled with passion wanting to get outta it but yet fear of what may happen when im out..would it be better would it be worse?

Well, life gonna go on they say...
Last night i was pretty hungry and gq was so fast asleep that i couldnt wake him up to go supper with me.
So i cook myself some Cheesy mushrooms. It was cooked with Teriyaki sauce and melted cheese. The picture dun look so nice...but it taste rather alright. :)

-------CHEESY MUSHROOMS--------- (yea...they love some cliches, jokes...)

The Past few months, we met up afew times. Lynn too busy most of the time to do some catching up. Her work load is heavy and most of the time she is too tired to venture outta Vivo or Holland Village. I miss the 4 of us sipping coffee @ H.V .

My Best Friends...Over the years. (credited to Marian who did the collage haha)

One of my favourite birthday outing during 2007, was the Hill Top Walk which never materialise.. :( cos it was too far to walk and by the time we were nearing it was already 5pm (gate closed).

Ahh... Xy getting prettier over the years..Everyone esle getting so cute n slim..wherelse i pump up afew kilos...not fair :(

Ah...i love to spent time with my JI buddies. They are so much fun and so willing to jump into weird outings and ideas. Always trying new food, new places to venture to. Fun gang :)
My love for this group of people keeps accumulating..everyone had their own uni gang but still make time for JI outings.. Keep doing that and our f/s will go on stronger than ever.

yea...i look like a dump. But i will still post these ugly pictures up. Its me...im a *GROWING* girl. Shit!

2008-01-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

NEW YEAR EVE at Boon LAY. There was lotsa going on that day at Boon Lay, the old estate. Roads were closed and there were performances and pasar malam ar. Soo fun, i was with mama and Le Xuan. There were many old aunties dancing line dance ar. So cute. ;)

Went JB afew weeks ago. My Favourite cousin and i went to this huge outdoor "da pai dang" to eat. It is a Yummilicious place...we ordered like 10 kinda different food to experiment. Alil expensive but less than RM50. Aha...Song ar. The place darn festive la...outdoor sumore... I love outdoor Makan area.

WTH!! Dunno what is wrong with blogspot or my blog account. Seems like i cant drag and change the sequence of my pictures. I wanted to arrange them in chronological order but reckon since i cant do it...i shall simply just narrate them as you see them.

Aha..The Steamboat with Pacnet guys. I din have alot of the pictures after my laptop reformat AGAIN... (Never buy the brand i am using now...Sucks)

I miss Jenn.. :) she was lotsa help when i was at Pacnet. Fun girl to be with to.. Glad i worked with her @ Pacnet.

Mummy bought a set of boardgame for Le Xuan. Hence she dragged the whole lot of us to play with her. It has been quite some time since i last played "FEI JI QI" , my younger brother has to teach me all the rules and steps. My mum was freaking funny, she keep getting "sent home" by my bro's chess.

Ironically, Le Xuan won the entire game. :)

Due to the stupid blogspot, this picture should be with that JB outing picture.. This is just to show the massive lot of people at the DA PAI DANG. Got huge screen to watch show sumore. haa

SOrry for the lack of focus. I just wana blog about my recent activities. :) 2008 is going to be a busy year i fathom cos i have already missed 1 lecture on my 2nd day of school. hahaha

The array of pictures not in order shows the hectic lifestyle i am having nowadaes..lack of focus too. hahaha See ya in sch guys...Pls ask me out for lunch often..cos if not i am gg to be eating and wandering around in school ALONE. :(

2008-01-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

Its Merrry Xmas time! :)
Went to marian's hse for the yearly gathering ( Wk n i were freaking late...i tot it was dinner.. :( )
We set off to Vivo to find the JI gang. Wah, i remember last year we met at Lao Pat Sat.. so fast a yr liao. :) The day i saw the "lost sheep", he became my sticky pad this Xmas.

My Mos burger buddy who is my fellow luncher, study kaki, chit chat buddy. We dare to change..we dare to do the different stuffs..

We r "Pose-r Professionals" hahaa

Marian's Xmas gathering is always very fun. With her Jinx and new friends, although they are not my direct friends but after so many years...we chatted like friends. I love david, Ivan..they r very fun to be with.

I miss clubbing with my best friends n their Jinx frnds. :)

Reminiscing the old days in JSS.. since sec 2/3 (roughly 10 years)
*guess which one is me in every pic. I look very toot..haha
*picture credited from Marian's friendster. :)

*Aha..the birthday celebration with Pacnet ppl. Steamboat.. i love them. I kinda miss Jen n Pris. Ahh..they are such nice ppl to work with. Miss chatting with Jen. Learn alot from her.

* Pj Party @ Helaine's hse..

We are supposed to have a toy each.. Yea.. mine's shrek. :)

Aliah darn funny in the picture. She was wearing a kimono n a word to complete the outlook. Aiyo, wan ru look so bored. haha

Sigh, Jas's birthday cum Xmas eve dinner at Clarke Quay (Triple J yet again)
My pre birthday celebration at Miss Clarity Cafe pictures.
Mine, Marian, Cheryl's birthday celebration at Crystal Jade.

2007-12-24T03:03:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Part 2

Mdm Tussard part 2: we had lotsa fun there...Let the array of pictures do the talking. :)

*SUMO Jolyn*

* My fav!! :) muahahhaa
Sadako San coming out!

We went up to the open air terrace for the breath taking view. Its romantic and so lovely..

Im so happy Harimao brought me there on my birthday. hehe

Thank You Darling... I had a unique and Happy birthday... :)

6th Dec 2007 : Jolyn turned 23, with a smile on her face. You did so much for me.. i always nag and niam...I appreciate, i do..You always dote on me, protect and care for me.. Thank You..

I love You, my one and only Harimao :)

2007-12-21T01:39:00.001+08:00

BIRTHDAY IN HONG KONG!!!

I woke up to a bright and lovely cool day..My BIRTHDAY!!! I am telling ya, i woke up with a smile...i woke up in Hong Kong..In a glorious hotel, with the best companion one could have. He love me...more than himself (aha...thats what i think...deluded? but i dont care..haa)

Pictureque scenery.. Sun so directly above that building. Its poetry with images.

Yep, i told ya i am a happy girl aint i? Woke up with a kiss...from my tan prince! ;)

Victoria Habour if i aint wrong...aint great with remembering names. We took the MTR to Kowloon because darling wanna bring me to to a fab Dim Sum breakfast at a fabulous chinese restaruant.

Ahh...its lovely fried Prawn wanton or dumplings. I love drinking chinese tea with Dim Sum.

Then he brought me to Hong Kong Museum which had 3 or 4 level full of different exhibition. There was chinese paintings , Hong Kong history (Opium War and sorts) and Pottery since 106 b.c or somewhere along that timeline. We spent 2 hrs there. I had such a good time there looking at all those exhibits, i almost wanted to sneak a picture or two..but decided against it.

( Yah...weird attire..haa i din care, i mix and match like crazy when i was over there. It was so much fun dressing up daily..haa)

My bf...cant resist scaring some poor bird take refuge at the ledge. haa...

After all the tiring yet fun experience at Kowloon, we quickly rushed back to hotel to change into more dressier attire to go to THE PEAK! Yep, the tram ride was shiok ar! Like going up on a roller coaster ride, just that there was no 200km/hr going down part. haa.. The panoramic view was worth ALMOST every cent of that expensive 10 minutes tram ride, ALMOST.

*Part of the Tram going up The PEAK.

We ate at the Burger King there. They had some burgers that you cant get in Sg, likewise that store din had my Mushroom burger.
The signs there were pretty funny, its not exactly iconic. Very picture-ress.

Well everyone would understand what they are trying to say isnt it? Good for them.

Even The Peak had a Mall.. see the que behind me? Its the tram que.

Blardy blood thirsty Hong Kongers...charge money for people to take tram then charge at the escalator again, to go up to the open air terrace for that breath taking view. Siao, i pay so much to take the tram liao, would i not pay more to get to that terrace for the view...SLY kias...

But well...it was genuinely lovely.

I Love the view. I love the man who brought me there.

We went to Madam Tussard and took lotsa weird photographs there. We almost had families and couples laughing at every of our hilarious poses. We din care...haa

He loves the Beetles. :)

But he dun like Jay Chou, that we know...Pretty obvious.

Call us the triplets. hehhee..

Part 2 of my Birthday at The Peak- Mdm Tussard coming up. FUN FUN FUNNNNN

2007-12-21T01:11:00.000+08:00

MACAU Trip!!

We slot a "Macau day" in our Hong Kong Trip. We went on a Weekend, took a 10am ferry to Macau. The ferry was darn spacious and better than our stupid JetStar seats. Well, we paid SGD 60 for a 2 way ticket per person so well, not exactly budget either. Whenever Macau's name came up in any conversation, it is always linked with the idea of Casino or gambling. But we did none, we went for pure sightseeing. We only had 6 hours at the island before heading back to Hong Kong. So yah...

Packed with Tourists...

The famous St Paulo College or something like that. The place was fascinating. The buildings and the artefacts kinda opened my eyes to another religion.

The trip to Macau was made possible by my lovoly darling who planned, bought the tickets and brought me to all the places. Thanks for enduring with my niamings darling... :)

He looked so serene and happy... I am glad he was my companion on the trip.

We went to an old school cafe, served all the cheap cakes and pudding. So cute...and so affordable.

Ahh...my Fav scooter. Pinkishly cute..haa

Macau is really a beautiful place. All the dirty ah peks probably hang out at the Casinos, cos i only see lotsa families and aunties there. 6 hours were definitely not enough to explore the island...More more next time.

2007-12-11T15:36:00.000+08:00

Muahaha..i got a bouquet of flowers from my adorable buddies in the noon!

I just got back from Hong Kong yday noon ar. :)

Hong Kong very FUN man.. Capital F. hahhaa

i love Hong Kong and the culture there man. I wana go HONG KONG work ar!!!!!!! :)

Gonna show pics in next entry.

I went out with Jas n Shan the day my exams end, i was so freaking tired!!! upon Shan's recomendation, we went to some nice cafe at Bugis. darn niceee then we went Dempsy Road for Ben and Jerry!!! SHow pics next time!!

Jas got me a Channel Foundation

Shan bought me Masks, Eyeshadow

Cheryl bought me a Espirit Bag

Boyfriend bought me a Mango Bag, Breakfast at Kowloon Dim Sum Restaruant

PAAI and PacNet buddies got me the Bouquet of Flowers.

Yippee yeah! Gonna go Dinner at Crystal Jade with Lynn, Cheryl, Marian. Yipee.. :)
Sigh its raining cats and dogs daily...duno if the hiking if JI (Note: Theme is OLD SCHOOL-JI preferably) outing is still on onot.
Meeting 6+2 gang this week for dinner and crazy laughters
Meeting Kelvin for dinner n Movie tonight
Gg KTV with PAAI and maybe other pacnet guys on FRi Nite
GG out with Meiru and may be Sherin for Dinner... (hehe Meiru says anywhere i wan!!)

2007-11-30T17:58:00.000+08:00

I detest examinations...yep...i do.
I dont care how many claimed that paper to be easy.
Its bleedingly scary.
You got an A meh?
If not then why Easy?

TMD every single time i walk outta the examination hall, i will hear some idiots yakking loudly for all to hear... "WAH CHICKEN FEET PAPER." Go die la...from what i heard, you din get alot of As lo.

Haha...but then again what Siling HOW says its true..."aiyah u everything also difficult one.."
*bleah*...

2 more papers to go.
Did i mention i had 2 papers today? One at 9am, one at 2.30pm. yah...i had to wait 20 minutes for gq in the morning. He who says not to be late, WAS LATE!!

Life...depends on a piece of paper.
Thats Meritocracy for you.

Endless lines, long paragraphs
And what you say to difficult words?
Emancipation of females, Conformity exists,
Last of all Discourse of that and these
Hegemony, the Bi-polar,
The Communism Falls
Yet free market scorns.

Binary opposition i say
Whites and Blacks you say?
Nation Building in Singapore?
Democracy in China?
All men are created equal?
Believe what you want to believe
Trust what is said
And you shall see.

All the terminology, all the jargons
swirl like storm
The eye
i see
the Calm is arriving
The end is near.

The results you shall see

---End-----

2007-11-21T11:41:00.000+08:00

SALE

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Yes...they are brand new..No i am not doing MLM ...Why am i selling it at half price???

Everyone been asking me that since i post it on my msn, yah no one wana buy...but everyone has questions about it... (all the KPOs) hahaa.

My friend bought a dozen for her friend but she bought the wrong kind. So she was stuck with a dozen. Hence im hoping to help her clear them so she gets some money back. So yah..if you do use this brand or wana try...buy k. IT NEW LA!!!! haa

On another note...i had one of the few crazy birthday parties last week. CHeryl Poon..ANgel Poon...Siling, ALvin and i creep into her room with the help of Cheryl's mum, and decorated her room. DUnno why Siling nv credit me n Alvin in her blog as the few most important people who helped make the surprise a "SUCCESS" yes...it is a success. :)

Go watch the video, go see the pictures from SILING's Link. I dont have time to download the pictures and video takes too long to upload. Beware...the video has loud laughters of mine ringing throughout the entire video..

The girls...

Cheryl, Alvin, Me, Siling

It was the lil "surprise for Alvin's bd..then Siling's bd "surprise" then Cheryl's bd"surprise"...but mine..i will be in H.k. They gonna do away with everything...they say they will be overseas... *bleah*... All 3 birthdays..i had to run till i die.. haa...

2007-11-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

Many Birthdays and birthdays and yet more birthdays to come. Its a weekly affair for me.
Aliah, Xiaojing, Mariam, Lynn, Cheryl Poon (next) , Me, Cheryl Wong, Marian and Dom, Pearl, JAsmine....

Yesh...im freaking broke.its the time of the month again. Almost all are my good friends...and dinners, presents...its never cheap. Cos for everyone its a yearly affair. Every good friend tells me "Hey this is ur good friend le..dun be stingy la.." I know la..i oso dun wana be stingy but seriously i cant afford Demsey road for birthday dinner, Japanese dinner with jasmine ( which may be what she wants). I love birthday though.. The past few celebrations that i went were darn fun. Lets see Mariam's birthday 1st..

Tada....Friendship is like a circle of love, care and comfort, its never ending of joy and fun...

I say, we hold the World rite? Its heavy but we can take the responsibility...yes we can

Wah...got nuthing to do in the bus lo. We start snapping away...yesh like tons of pictures cannnn

Hmm...The Ah Pek on the thrones... :)

One of my favourite picture of the day. Coz Yours Truely Snap it. hehehe They looked so animated larrr.

Yah...I meant what i say can GQ, "YI REN YI BIAN"... Thats what i call doing things together, at your own space..

Hey, Listen to me le..Give me a Chance to explain. "Dont Fire me on TV.... gimme face la..."
Why like that one?...

Then Yesterday was Lynnie birthday. Her dear bf got her a wonderful cake..super cute can!!!

Tada... The 4 Best Friends... EVER!!!! 10 years and still counting...

Thats the 4 Best friends and the bfs behind, plus Jun ming and SHerry. They are a nice couple too... I love Sherry's hair!! (dunno whether SHerry is spelled correctly onot though)

HappppY Birthday Lynnie... YOU ARE THE PRETTIEST STRAWBERE EVER!

2007-11-02T03:28:00.000+08:00

Love this pic!! It was taken during Meiru's Birthday Celebration. We had lotsa fun that day after a huge dinner at P.S.

Many people were asking me if i perm my hair or "how come i have long hair?"

1st my dear friends...my hair grew kinda long now , its no longer short. 2nd, the perming effect is from my necklace i think, not my hair.

And noo...i did not attempt to take an artistic portrayal of myself. We were just fooling around and i couldnt stop laughing. We took a range of pictures at the underpass below Rocky Master. Wasnt taken at Studio or whatnot.

Tada..here we have the birthday girl in tow!

I wish for a lovely Gucci tote bag this year. muahhahaa...

Still 2 more projects to plow through. Jia You people!! I am not easy to work with...sorry for those who have to endure me this semester. :) After Nm3215 report today, we are left with the presentation and Nm2220 and Nm3224 report. But well, lets have a break..
After school today, i met Kelvin at Vivo who was 3 hrs late (kinda) cos i ended class early. hahaa
We went for Dinner at Marche and a movie- The Game Plan at 9pm. It was a nice cosy kinda film, funny in its cliche manner. Watch it if u wana destress.

Lotsa Food and Great Buddy company today :)

2007-10-27T03:58:00.000+08:00

Freaking busy..yesh busy...with projects, Project meetings, tuition(S), presentations, assignments, TESTS...im dying...yep im.

Yea.yea yea...i know every student out there has the same problems, we are all the same stressed but well its my blog so i get to hound on it. haa

Im a procrastinator, a slow worker, a slow writer, a late person, a late sleeper, an insomanic, morning tutorial skipper, tell me more things i dunno. Well, you never know how many bad habits you have unless you start listing them out. And when you type exceedingly fast, continuously with list flowing to two three lines..you know you have darn lotsa bad habits. Well, i know and i aint proud of them. Especially for this semester, procrastinator has gotten me into deep shit...with 4 projects this sem, and 4- 5 tutions a week..i barely meet up with my friends and gotten any decent amount of sleep. Yah...alot of students faced the same ordeal every semester. This is my 1st worst hit semester and well..i certainly dont relinquished it.

But hell...im always late for project meetings and rushing to churn out stuffs. But i never turn in half hearted work, it may not be good enough for lecturers or my group members or be accepted as quality work but i have never compromised my work due to lack of time. The work and assignments i handed in, under my sole and only name...can be of few substances, not necessarily a good piece of work but for group projects, i always try to do my part well. May be not good enough...but i tried. In short, i may screw my own work but not sabotage group projects which i know have people who wants much better grades than i do.

I understand the tension when datelines are near, i understand the black faces when things dont get done, i understand when things dont go as planned and everyone's getting frustrated. I may be the cause of it sometimes...i apologize if i contribute with my lateness and unable to meet up for EVERY meetings. I know everyone has tons of meetings and projects...i have no right to complain but i will and i shall...cause im unhappy..and i wana voice it out so i feel better.

For the part that i contributed to the frustration, i feel ashamed and tries to atone for it by keeping quiet and taking in all the wrath. But recently i feel that the weight increased although i put in more effort than ever. My increment of effort is probably not enough.

From here, i know 1 thing. I may not care that much about grades but there are many others who do so...If i want a B, stick with people who are alright with getting that. Stop giving excuses to people, try to be punctual and go with people who wants less meetings (so i wun have chance to be late). It is hard to measure up with other people expectations, their expectations are hard for me to catch up..it is as if a 12mins runner trying to sprint throughout the entire 2.4km to catch up to people who runs 9mins.

Im just a 12mins (now probably 13mins liao haha) runner in 2.4km race...im exhausted. Gimme a break. I just dont wana destroy other people's show. Its like a baton running competition, racing against my power just so my team mates can win...if i dont run as fast as them...i get the blame. Next time, just join the people who dont run competitively, just running their best and see what they could get. OTOT.

A note to end it off with, i been with team mates who dont turn up for meetings, who are late for meetings constantly, who hand in work that needs heavy editing but everyone niams at one point or another...but most of us just shrug and say a word here and there. And when the team mate turns up for meeting, we are just plain glad and smile..continue with our work. This semester, in one project, i had a 1st yr girl who did not turn up for 5 of the 7 meetings and late for the other two. Who only did a part of presentation whereby the rest of us did the report and cover the rest of presentation till wee hours at night. Of course we were not happy but when she did turn up for meetings, we just tease her alittle and get on with the work. We knew the grade may not be fantastic but we did what we could and we cant help it if the girl could SU the module. It is ok..and we are still friends..Projects are just part of modules, modules just part of university life. Yesh i know many of you may not agree and every grade matter but well i never superimposed my ideology on you so take them with a pinch of salt.

Simply dont understand why people cant be nicer when there are others having presentations and tests so close together. Weird when i did my part and still have to be condemned when i am needed for other people's part. Not as if i never do anything and is a darn free rider..Freakingly irritating.

However on a lighter note, i met lovely new friends for a project this semester. PRCs..but we clicked quite well..Yep.. And some destressing time when i know a nice grpmate Cherine who asked me to *chill* when we get tensed up during project meetings. And Mat who always lament lazily "JM, Chill..aiyah..it will be ok one la..dont worry. We are zai one.." (imagine mat waving her hand around and shrug..then smile confidently.) Her movitation is unwavering..calm and flexible some times yet firm and straight forward on other times. But these two cool as cucumbers ladies taught me things.. :) *Chill people..Chill...*

Lastly, thanks for the sms-es (Aliah ,Amali, Shan, Jas) and various calls from others just to comfort me and be there when im sad. The Brownie ice cream (02A3), the cupcakes (GQ), Xia yan ur concerning tag even..Thank You. I know life goes on..but it is disheartening lose a friend so young. To have just celebrated his 22nd birthday last year..everywhere i go, every song i hear that reminds me of you, i can vividly remember the way you smile, your laughters, the way you tease Kai ni..the way you ask me to intro nice girls to you.. I remember.. i will..

You are a Super Star in our heart.
You are handsome in our mind. (You always claimed that you are/were)
You are a nice friend.
Dont worry, i will take care of Kai ni and makes sure she cry less...for you.
Be happy wherever you are.

2007-10-18T16:50:00.000+08:00

TMD!!!!! SO many Blardy Projects and readings to read... Shit! Im dead meat..
But well, we always find the time to Have some fun~~~
Siling n me...wearing bohemian skirt together. Nah, it was a coincidence. ;)
SILING ASK ME TO SAY SHE IS LOVELY...BUT SHE IS LOVELY-NOT!!!!!!! Cos she still owes me a watermelon milk shake.. hehhee

2 weeks ago.. Jasmine , marian and i went to ST James.

Thats me, Jasmine and cheryl

Thats me, Cheryl and Marian...* Muacks*

Me n Jasmine. :) She is lovely to me...You know what , SHE BOUGHT ME A FREAKING BOOK!!!!! The new Shopoholic Series- Baby!!! (but she read it then gimme la)

St James has a nice ambience but too bad..came a few years too late. I get sleepy in clubs nowadaes...shitty :(

The range of Reflective Pictures...

You are who You are. Love Yourself. :)

LASTLY...People...Please Vote for my Volleyball Junior - Glynis Lee.
She is one of the Cleo Cover Girls to be...
Pls Tag on my tagboard and say how many votes you gonna vote. The highest Voter gets a Mos burger meal on me..with a special Guest...Her? Nope..Me la...She is too busy can. hahaa
But have some integrity hor, tag and say you sms (vote) then do so k.

JI-MI ppl...YOU GUYS ALL BETTER VOTE HOR! One or Two also can..It is the thought that counts rite?

2007-10-08T15:54:00.000+08:00

We celebrated Helaine's birthday last week. It was crazy fun..we took so many pictures and weird poses im starting to think we r a crazy buncha friends...indeed. :)

All the pictures were Kop from Helaine's SLK. I lovvvee her camera man... Stupid Gq looks so zhuai there...and ehum why does my bf looked as if he was in some sorta trance.. ??!!

OMG!! who is that ?? Lying down..oh..haa its Wan ru..she must be imagining she was lying down waiting for some cute doctor to revive her...haa WHAT IS GQ doing?? Kop my niece's "pattern".. Xy looked as if she won some great prizes...haa Thats me at the extreme right, rite? I have no idea we did all those poses..haa

We were trying to imitate those retro pictures our mum took in the past. eh but look abit funny hor..haa *shit*

2007-09-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

I just got home from Melaka...a 2 days 1 night short holiday with my darling... The pics are with
him..We stayed at a 5 * hotel. hahha It wasnt that fantastic, prolly a 4* from what wk and i judged. It was a sorta surprise for honey...cos his birthday is coming..next week. I bought the package trip for both of us, afew weeks ago. I told him we were going to go Jb shopping on sat. Luckily he never even suspected otherwise when Wan Ru and XY leaked out the secret on Friday night.. *Phew...U guys...

-Sat morning, lucky i niam n niam telling him not to be late..and we reached lavender on time at 8AM!!! WTH rite...we woke up at 6.30am, both having only 4 hours of sleep. Sorry honey..you must be irritated with me...thinking why on earth would i want to go JB at an unearthly hour at 7am. hahaha..
I revealed the truth to him at 8.05am, 25 minutes before we boarded the bus headed towards Melaka instead of JB's Jusco. He looked at me at awe...Believe me my dear, i had a hard time arranging everything, researching on the hotels and best package to take. With nonya dinner for two, a 5 * hotel , shopping at 2 malls and night market nearby, cinema...The money i spent was worth every cent of it.

THis is the Equatorial Hotel's room..Coincidentally this was the hotel that i said i wanted to stay when last year i went with the 6+2 gang. And i did..we did :)

We did not buy alot...This are the few stuffs i bought @ the JOnker Night Market.

My bf?? Well, he bagged a straw hat for fishing, a funny looking specs (darn funny..show the pics next time..muahhaa) , 1 toy tank...darn old school kind. I asked my niece to be the Model for http://www.reeluv84.blogspot.com/ . hahha..Dont pity her...she loves to take pictures. Thats the hat he bought.

My lovoly boy...who got me irritated at times with his insensitivity..However he always shower me with so much love and self sacrifices at times...I love this boy of mine...deeply...
Hahah..we were waiting 20 minutes for our food. He was bored... man..we eat and eat the whole 2 days there. Japanese, Nonya, Chinese, Western , Street side bubble tea, we ate till we felt like a stuffed Teddy Bear.

And a recap for the past few days-
Currently im giving tuition to 1 korean girl of 14 years old. Not easy man...
But well, the dessert i get while i teach is good to go by :)

*Yummlicious cheese cake...and Apple drink* Soo sweet ..it caused me a hell of a sore throat now.

Last last weekend, darling and i went Alameen to eat. For the 2 of us...it was a spread. I think i have been going to Alameen for 3 weeks in a row. Should venture eslewhere....any ideas?

Last week during the flea market (which i slogged like crazy but earned not-so-much-cash), while i am slogging away, my lovoly bf helped me fix up my bedframe ALONE... SO nice rite? He is Lovoly...*muuuaaaacccksss*

Nice rite? Now it occupies the entire room...barely have space to walk anymore. haha.. But i Love it...and yep of cos the guy who fix the bed frame for me.

Then lemme introduce to You...My new team mates. :)
Cherine- a nice girl...JM!! i noe the terms..:)

Another JM-Jiemei...i was laughed at for not knowing whats JM!! :(
Thats Mat...my junior.. for all my niamings and disturbings...she is positively lovely to me...even more when we r in NUS. She helps out when i m blur..and gave me lotsa encouragement...haa
Niceeee

2007-09-14T02:39:00.000+08:00

NUS-Wanna noe what it stand for?
In Hy2229- From Nation Building aspect- Nus actually stands for Nationalism in US. (GQ-no...I made that up..haa..)

School is a word that has various meanings.

1: a bunch of - a school of fishes.

2:a place that people gather to study and have fun

3: a place where one gets so busy, that it engulfed social life, churned ur brain juice till they are squeezed dry.

4: a place which has hidden agendas of projects, mid terms, proposals, meetings, lunch cum meetings, dinner cum meetings..lecture..or lecturing by fellow mates who constantly hounds one to pioritise. hehehe *tsk tsk*

Im kept alive by them... :) We are happy...not with work, not with sch..but with ourselves.

2 weeks ago, WK was dragged by me to go to Singapore Arts Museum (i think). haha We went to The Living Gallery. And no, Brandon we did not attempt to copy you..haa I had to choose a art space to go to, to write up a short article about it and 2 of us happen to be at SMU and thus we popped over to the nearest exhibition.

I was rather amazed by the advanced technology used. The interface was easily to use..what with all the LCD screen and touch screen, i thought i entered the IT section of History being played out to me..yesh in LCD screen no less.

There was the Fashion, Food, Lifestyle, Film, culture room i garner. And this was the Film room, there was 3 huge screen and all showing a similar movie but at different angles.

Quite a nice ambience but the bench was not too comfortable and Malay film wasnt one of my favourite so we stayed in that room for awhile only.

I was @ the Culture room and there was this foray of lights which kinda hurt my eyes if i looked too closely. But i kinda like it so here goes nothing ~~~

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Last Friday:
I taught tuition to my usual kid. The naughty girl who refuses to listen to me and her fav phrase to me is : "Cher, u a clown har??" "_______"

All that were my lunch. Now you understand why i venture to tuition at CCK twice a week...yesh..for lunch this much...i would endured being called a clown by an ignorant primary 4 kid.

A day of activities...my garage 7th mth praying and stuff. To everyone who has never seen my

garage - Here goes... The place where the Lim family hangs out. Lim ah Bu's office is the few

windows at the top. The red colour huge room is the "oven baked room" whereby spray painting

of one's car is done. The colour that comes out of that oven will be shiny and glossy thus the high

amount that one paid to get your car spray painted. To people who always exclaimed loudly to

me when i lament the price to them "Har!!!?? So expensive meh..i thought afew hundred nia."

*"you think what? Manicure ar...of cos expensive la, got technology le...ICI paint and

computerised caculation of paint to use...$500, u go msia spray la..then risk your car getting

robbed lo, or paint that looks as if SHINE/Glossy was never invented before"*

After stuffing myself silly and praying i get rich by burning million of dollars... I set off to UCC, a Varsity Play- Cat and the Mouse.

That was the stage. Wk and i were seated at the 2nd floor, luckily for us..we came rather early and got good seat. The show was alright, although the pace was too slow for me.

Yah..we got bored before the play started. The play is free le...haa..I love Exxon Events. :)

After the play ended, Cheryl and her bf Kenny came to pick up us to meet Marian and her friend Jac. I saw some entertaining busking...
Singaporeans are really not very willing to entertain them. What with singaporean donating freely to many other charities...not many want to donate a teeny bit to these guys. It was hard work doing what they did..and still maintaining certain motivation to continue on.

All in all...It was some busy month..August flew by...Sept gonna rush in like some ill mannered

girl before getting chased out by Romancing October. Sigh...

2007-08-29T00:07:00.000+08:00

YOU ARE A WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND.

Thus i decided that it is not worth it,I will not let anyone , any issue or even some fat irritating girl to get to me. Our r/s is worth way more than my lil ego. You are worth more than my ego. ;)

YOU DID THINGS FOR ME..WHICH I NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD.

You Carry my bag for me..You wear the light blue T shirt that i bought for you..The colour which i thought you will Detest.

YOU Bought me Xiao Dou Mei to hug everynight when you are not by my side.. Such lovoly ways to pamper me..

You introduce wonderful friends of your's to me..and try to make me feel welcome... i did.. :)

HAPPY 4 Months Darling...

You Made me a Very Happy Gal...

I LOVE YOU.

I will walk with you, by your side..always..

No one esle matters as much to me as you did.

I wanna focus all my attention on you and us...and our lovoly relationship that blossom so beautifully. :)

2007-08-25T02:54:00.000+08:00

I couldnt write this post when our present wasnt yet over..we had wished for it to be a surprises...but i guess i had given too many hints. This entry was super late and had to be asked for when it should have been written by your's truely a long time ago.

1st: I owe You a Happy Birthday Song here in my blog. Dedicated to YOU, YOU, Yes You only. I sang you a birthday song on ya birthday but it wasnt enough..You deserved more my dear.

Happy Birthday Vain Pot *Ding ding*

Happy Birthday Sam Sam..

Happy Birthday my dear Best Friend..

Happy Birthday To You.

And yes, you did not hear it wrongly, i refer to you as moi best friend..no, im not egoistic as to make that a great deal. It isnt a biggie to be my best friends, in any sort of case..it is a BAD deal. Well, cos im not a easy friend to get along with..Siling, jasmine, lynn and cheryl could tell you lots about my undesirable character. But Samy has always wanted to know why i only have 3 best friends in my life, and i segregated the rest into good friends. She did not like the way i emphasis it and why do i have to always say the obvious out. Well, for one it is because im an idiot, a tactless one at that. I always feel best friends are very very special and the clan is very exclusive in my heart and that 3 girls have earned their place firmly in my life.

And You my girl, who has been through so much with life did more than earned that. I will thus pass you the membership card to my heart as of today, pls pay the membership fee of $200 per year to ensure your position for coming years.

Both of us look absolutely unlike each other, we look comical even to be standing side by side. Samy is tall and im short. She is the tallest girl in the class probably the tallest girl in our year and im (yep :( ) the shortest girl in JI. But man...we are loud and opinionated girls and when you hear one, you could see the other wavering nearby.

The first day when i saw her, she looked like a Da Jia Da walking into the wrong place. Decked in full fledged Ah Lian's attire with make up caked upon her fair skin, she looked out of place in the old rundown classroom of JI, the 1st day of orientation. I thought she looked more like a teacher than our teacher did.

Well, of course years later she confessed i looked like a midget sitting there and when she suddenly hear me say "Quiet, hear what she has to say" towards the whole class and garnered everyone's attention, she gave me some sorta acknowledgement smile.

When we realised we were not only in the same orientation group, but ended up in the same class room during 1st day of actual school. We hit it off there and then. From then on, people who saw me wandering to canteen, will see her shortly after and vice versa. She is like a sister i never have, a soul so alike my own..i can never find another like it.

We love to club (back then), we love to go to the library to borrow books when we are free..we talk about life in it's best and worst appearance, we bicker about outlook on any issues we could lay our hands or rather our mouth on. We were the duo back then, no teacher wants to handle us both during an argument. Because when we are angry and with an agenda in mind, we are afraid of nothing and not even authority.

Life with samy was always fun and full of activities. She gave me after class tutorial on my tactless-ness, my lack of ability to determine authority and respect them not at will even and how to be more liberal, have LESS PRINCIPLES in life. She was a bad influence man...yes she was...hahah..She will probably lay the same blame unto me which 2 of us can never determine who was worse for whom.

yep that was us. The decked in black is the Ah Lian..Oops im in black too..nah you know who's the Ah Lian. ;)

Our second trip overseas- Thailand. My sunglasses were way too funky and not suited but well who cares...we are in Bangkok.

Throughout the years.. she lamented that she may be too independent and thus i always stick to the less dependent girls and neglected her. I will not lie, i may have done so and im sorry. I neglected you at certain points of our friendship but it wasnt intentional. You are a blast and the fact that you have so many friends crowding around you, probably errect some insecurities in me.

I fathom someone as popular as you may one day be sick of a lil pixie like me..and move on.

You once said im overly possessive and we aint in a r/s, friends need not always meet up to be close to heart. However a year later, you somewhat agreed with me on certain points that friends need to be in touch if not dating once in awhile to keep the friendship on a constant updated mode. And today, i agree with you that friends need not always come out for coffee to remain besties..Just like what we have now.

You call me almost weekly and our bonding is still there. But i insist still, my girl we are in a r/s...we have always been. We get jealous when we are neglected, we scream and shout at each other for attention sake, we argue like a couple, we yearn for each other company like a couple does with hugs, we have late night chats, we call each other darlings, we misses each other often, we ehum talks about guys..(haha),

we share a bed when we are overseas, you come to my house for sleep overs, we have arguments so bad we even kinda had a short break up and we even had a mini patch back and had a great Make UP session ( i din mean that literally, i meant that emotionally K ).

So yesh..we are in a r/s and im glad to declare it a Happy R/S. I LOve YOu my girl. We been through many ups and downs (yesh....) but your loyalty amazed me. You bitch about me but its ok, who does'nt bitch about their bestie at some point of time.

So even when you had New Besties...like Helaine...i always take it in like a good girl cos as i always say...You will come back to me my girl..You can Fling for all you want but you will be back with me at the end of the day..hahhaa

Yesh...even Aliah..whom i suspected you probably love her more than me..but its ok, i will close one eye..and dont reveal the truth to me ok...Our LOve will OVerCome all Odds (sounds kinda familiar? I kinda Kop the phrase..haa)

Well, even if i have to share you with the entire 02A3 gang..one has no choice sometimes rite? If You cant Beat them, You join them..they say..AND SO I DID ;)

But lemme tell you some thing my dear.. My Heart has always been with you my dear. You are my soul in another body..You understand me the way no one ever will.

Dont be shocked... I only confessed today cos i cant keep this Best friend image for long. I LOVE YOU and I WANT YOU...To be with me forever... Muahahhaa Lets ROM shall we? Im gonna work hard and strike it rich..I promise YOU..No more Ang mohs for you yea...haa

Eh but before we do that..I have something to confess.. All along while you were Flinging around and being promiscuous with everyone in the class. Some one caught my fancy. You cant blame me..You went overseas to work, i was lonely..he was there for me. He is really Cute. Im sorry, i fall in love with your best friend..

He is too cute to resist. He is cuter than You and has many same traits as you did. And if I did not remember wrongly you guys belong to some same club in class rite? The Secret Syndicate with him as your chairman, well i vividly remember you being his Marketing Manager. haa

He is the Love of My Life now
You are too...You are irreplacable my Samy.

We Want YOU BACK. WE MISS YOU

The Complete Circle of our class/gang will only be completed when you are back with us. We are incomplete without your irritating yet enduring attendence.

You are a unique and lovely girl, never let anyone tells you otherwise..not even me or your insecurity. You are the best soulmate! And im glad i met you and befriend you the first day of school. Im a jerk at times, im sorry for mistreating and neglecting you. BUT I LOVE YOU!!
YOU LOVE ME TOO ..Rite? *winks

2007-08-21T23:22:00.001+08:00

AHA... I had so much fun the past few weeks..it would get me hours to jot them all down. There was the farewell Dinner @ New York New York..It was a good place to chat and the food were quite nice plus there are FREE COTTON CANDY!!!! hahhaa.. Im a cheapo at heart ;)

There are gonna be afew updates about the past few weeks but not in chronological order yea. Most of the pictures are in you guys blog...i am basically just summarising what i have been up to... ;)

The Farewell Dinner from our dept @ NYNY.

The Cycling Birthday celebration for Gq @ East Coast. It was Crazy Fun.. 02A3..I kinda grow into this buncha ppl...i dunno why..haa..They are just fun ppl to be with...I like :)

@ the Jetty..Even Junyin came..and he brought his long time gf out with us..like Finally..haa.. Thats Bin Yi at the top right hand side, beside Mariam of course.

Then for the Finale at night..We cant watched the Fireworks thus we create a lil light festival of our own. The Lil Fire @ work...Brought to you by 02A3 clan. ;)
I say swing ya stick guys... yesh round and round the Sparklers go..Round and round the friendship goes.. we all go a long way forth..we will swing back to where we belong..

Stupid me..When Wan Ru asked me the night before we were to embark on the Celebration @ East Coast.."Wun there be alot of people at East Coast on National day?"

I lamented lazily with confidence " Wun la.. Everyone go Esplanade and Marina Sq to catch the fireworks..East Coast Park will not have people 1 la...Dun worry.."

In the End..the whole park was swarming with people like bees to honey..every inch of the park were kids, parents, tents, couples, friends...I was never this wrong. "____"

Before Gq's birthday..There was FFFFFIIIIOOOONNNA How Siling's Birthday. We went KTV-ing of cos. The 3 of us went crazy sing, shouting, Dancing ... Alvin was shaking head most of the time. He sung well and Siling, me shouted well too. hehehe Cheryl had a mission to accomplish that day and we were her helpers. We tricked Siling into a creative shop as we knew she wanted the creative stone. We "ke siao" walk around with her and see which colour she prefer to buy. Before the KTV session the noon, Cheryl and i had already gone to the shop and bought the Mp3 for Siling..Thus we kinda made a pact with the creative employees to help and trick Siling into believing that she won a Creative Stone. All was lost when Siling chose her colour and the intended guy did not slip into his role.. They brought her to the counter and this unknowing employee was about to swipe Siling's Nets Card when i suddenly shout..." Stop, we bought the Mp3 liao." The guy looked dazed and had no idea what i was rambling on about. Stupid Creative guys..spoilt our surprise..haha..Siling was so shocked when i shouted Stop..she thought there was a problem with her card. Cheryl was so pissed with the creative people and Cheryl does often gives angry and poisonous stares when she fathom the need to.

Noo.. The hand was intended not for @lvin's spitting but an extra hand for him to blow onto..It was a blowing air pose...haa

2 weeks ago..before school starts, 3 sunny and CUTE yeshh..cute hor..girls decided to go get some sun and look healthy when school reopen for the semester.

Happy Paai :)

Blardy wind was blowing at the wrong direction..but we seemed pleased with ourselves eh? Yep we were... *Grinz

Lastly this post will end on a mushy note..oei dun like that la, i very long never blog liao le..let me write abit about my darling Keongie le... * Jolyn attempts to use Bambi eyes at pleads sadly*

This is one guy who endures all my grumpiness and take it in well.. to curb my grumpiness he treats me even better as if the cure for Grumpy young lady was a dose of TLC (tender loving care). He showered me with lotsa TLC , makes sandwiches for me, bring me to 2 movies a week, got dragged by me to JB for a movie and lovoly dinner and oso encompassed of a 2 hrs que @ the custom. This guy brought me 1 cute Pudding for me to hug in bed, 1 lil mushroom hp chain to wipe my screen (cos i Kop Cheryl Wong's screen wiper on my hp always..and he wants me to have one of my own) . He send me home everytime and still have to call me when he got home, for a chat with his clingy gf..when he is already very tired from work and all the travelling from the north to the west (my house) and back to the north (his house) drained him of all his energy. He never complain..always covering his yawn with endless chatters.

Sometimes i even pick on little issues saying i want more attention, more smses, more calls..when he gave much more than he could already. AND HE GOT ME A CREATIVE ZEN 2...my original zen 1 died on me during my trip to Thailand. It drown in Coke..dont ask me why..my one love killed another partner of me. :( Darling thinks alot when he wanna buy things for himself, he think $40 for a pair of burm is expensive and selom buy things for himself..especially not expensive stuff. But he buys me a MP3, brings me to movies and fanciful dinner even when i insisted no. He says he wants to pamper me..he wants me happy..He did..I feel blissful.Honey...I appreciate all that you have done, i love all the sacrifices, the time spent on me..I Love You... Thanks for using TLC to curb my Grumpiness and PMS and for pampering me, showering me with happiness.. My happiness came to me when you did. Im glad you came to Lao Pa Sa for last Yr Xmas's dinner.. :)

2007-08-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

Finally being able to blog. Had a hard time trying to blog from home but to no avail. Lap top was "hospitalised" and had to do a vital exchange...Heart...(Hard drive). Sch sux...i vow never to buy lap top from sch again, although i know i will not get another chance cos im graduating next year. However i will warn all my frnds nt to buy laptop in sch.. using my bf favourite tagline " they are scams...Frauds..". In short their service sucks..
Photo Galore.... So many activities...
Jing ting and Me.. My dear Biao Jie
Aha..This boy was so cute..had some food in his mouth..
Why does his smile seemed so forced? haha... He is still Cute nonetheless..haa
Aiyo...Darling...how come ur eyes getting smaller and smaller??

Last Month we had a chalet at East Coast Park. A bbq with darling's family. It was very fun.. we had a tiring but fun time preparing for the food. Wk really quite good with mixing the food to grill..i love the Cheese sausages. *yummy** ;p

We took a evening walk along the beach..and snapped some photos.

We got too bored...i started snapping my fav pics. The slanted kind. I was trying to experiment with merging the horizon into a single line.
WK was more successful in getting what i want in the picture. "____"

This is a "feeling" photograph. I called it " Hope with Tranquility"
The Light at the end symbolises Hope and the peaceful pictureque of the coconut trees portrayed peacefulness. Dark sombre mood of the photograph enhances the hope that the bright light brings.

2007-07-21T18:54:00.000+08:00

Yes, It is as the picture suggested ..my blog entry is this random. ;)

Finally i decided to blog just for blogging purposes. It

has been a long time since i blog for leisure, by not

mentioning the events that i went to or what mischiefs

i had been up to.

Thus a random post ahead, it is the "essay time" so called , by

helaine which was a name tagged about my blog entries b4 i

introduced pictures into http://www.reeluv84.blogspot.com/

My blog i garner, may never be the exciting cum "happening"

blog ever in the blogsphere or even provide a good read during

one's boring blogs surf at night. However my blog did reach it's

main purpose for the past 4 years in which this blog site was

created, which is to pen out my thoughts and allow friends

whom i seldom contact and go out with recently, to at least

know where i have been and what i have been up to. My blog

keeps my friends updated about my boring life-not, and it is as

if my blog readers/friends are with me, in this part of an

extended version of me and my life.. Thus blog-

reluv84..Thanks, You have been a great help to me. ;)

Why then "reeluv84" which is such a childish name, many may

wonder...(eh wait maybe nobody ever wonder about my blog

name...with "LINKS" and "favourite", no one bother to

remember web site's name anymore..such a pity.) Well, the

reason (whether you wana noe or not, im going to tell you as

Cheryl Poon once lamented, "It Is My Blog, i put anything, any

pictures i want..You Can dont read..." haa) which is many

many years ago i had to put a name for my Icq nick..yesh to

many people like Siling, Cheryl, Mat and Glynis..we do have a

generation gap...in our secondary school time..we used Icq the

way Msn is being used nowadays. With an urge to get a quirky

yet elusive identity, i came up with reeluv84(The yr i was

born) , it is ok liao hor..dun hiam...You guys were lucky..My Irc

Nick used to be MiyuKI ok...afew years b4 i got stuck onto

Icq..it was Miyuki k.

If not you guys could be coming to

http://www.miyuki84.blogspot.com/ ar.. count yourself

lucky..how bad was that yea? Dont blame me for the cliche...it

was the Jpop times when i was still badly smitten with the

Jdrama then.

The Window to your heart..has us in it. :)

I was debating with dear Keongie (latest nick..muahaha..he is

so gonna kill me when he sees this..Wee wee was bad

enough..) over a cup of coffee and of course a cup of iced milo

with toast for me.. about Choice in life. which goes somewhere

along this line--->

Do we really have a choice in life? If yes, why did Jude and

Sue ended up the way they did in Jude The Obscure? Is

Determinism a facade sprayed with human's stubborness to

conform, yet laying blames to fate for whatever happen to

them? Is Fate really a mirage to confuse man in his quest

towards a better quality of life, and yet fail ? For many things in

life, i believe there is a choice..one can choose to do

this..this..that to achieve his dream which was Keongie's stand

that day.

My stand being the fact that everyone has the choice for most

things in life however with afew exceptions. One being you can

never choose to be born or Not to be born, what if i never want

to be born? I want to be a soul wondering about (not in the

errie sense ok, just spiritual sense..a soul that has somewhat

of a mind) what if i wanna be a blade of grass swaying about in

morning breeze, a dew that last for a few hours a day, wind or

even a drop of rain? Just because you cant see their brain in a

tangible sense, doesnt mean these things arent alive as in

alive per se..

Jude being the sentimental guy he was, almost thought he

could hear the grass screaming in pain when people step

upon them, R.Dahl once wrote in one of this books that grass,

trees and other living things could "speak" and communicate

but we never seemed to know or even fathom that they could

have that ability.

Do you have a choice , being born into the particular family you

are in? In golden spoon, silver spoon or rather for many of

us..the wooden or Plastic spoon in Singaporean's context. So

lets say, after arriving in this so called Earth ( i dunno who

gave Earth this name, now that i mentioned this...it is like

Millennia Institute..a name so pompous..Only geeky people

can come up with names like this..If we had a more creative

ancestor, this world could actually be named as "Quirk",

"SONAR"-probably another geek who comes up with this

name, "Shiok"- confirm a Singaporean...too bad Singapore

wasnt literally or politically speaking even born yet..hahaha.

Shit, i kinda digress eh..Back to topic)

After arriving in this world, dressed in pampers and milk bottle,

do you think from then on in every single thing you do..You

have a choice? Most people feel so, that people who blames

fate are people who are weak and lazy to work hard for

success...these people are usually the workaholic and do turn

out to be successful people in the end.

However for me, in most things...we are given a choice ..you

can choose to be what you wanted, but sometimes no matter

how hard you try the ending results may never be the aim of

your choice initially. You are left with a choice then, to be

satisfied with current situation or not and attempt another shot

again. Yes, you always have a choice, but is the choice -

>a,b,c,d what you really wanted? What if what you wanted is

not in the multiple choice answers given to you in life? Can we

then have the segment-Others:______ , so that we can write

out what exactly that we want out of life? Can we?

Are our life limited by the multiple choice answers given to us

in this test of Life? If yes, can i opt for Comprehension instead?

At least i can write out a unique answer that i want and not

bound by the red tape perimeters of society.. Can i dont

conform?

Is your success/failure a

reflection of your actions?

2007-07-17T11:59:00.000+08:00

I say Let the pictures speak, shall we?

I was pushed to the front to play some sorta game, it was dictated by none other than Sun Tze..another VP. They are really quite fun and everyone rather sporting i say. Me too!

Thats roughly our 4th floor department. Not too bad eh? Im the lil one at the left hand side.
Drink UP la...Ok in my own words..that would be "Lim La..."
Aha...Thats one of our intern. Krister and i. They are rather fun to be with , ehum *disturbed* haa
Another Intern , Juan.. I kinda hmmz had a hunch that he likes ehum FfffffIiiiiOOOOnnnna... but well, just a guess. ;) The Crazy guy dancer. ;) He is hilarious. Too Bad he is into the famous Fiiiionnnaa.. haa

Claudia and me. Fun girl..always chat her up when i have the chance ( to go to the loo)
Its the kissing game all over again

ANdrew n Fiiiioooona. Dont they look nice together? hehe

2007-07-13T23:34:00.000+08:00

1st..before i start writing about last thursday , our company event at St James-Bellini, the pictures currently here are all "kop" from Siling's blog. I will upload afew more photos when i go to my company's computer and transfer them to my thumb drive and into my blog.

I never wanted to be one of those girls who blog incessantly about clubbing, drinking, PARTYING..and drinking...it seemed as if life has nuthing much to offer if your life revolved around clubbing ONLY. My life used to be somewhat around there afew years back, well almost 3 years back i fathom. Those were the days we go Dlb O, Mdm Wong (yesh..back then it was one of the popular clubs..haa) , Mambo Nites, Phuture, Velvet (which i did not really enjoy the music) , MOMO and even MOS on certain occasions i entertained. Well, that seemed to be quite some time back when Lynn, Marian, Cheryl and i plus the Jinx group from Shatec or Jasmine, Samantha, Shan, Jing Fang and even Joanne clubs every week. That was then and that was one passing phrase which could never back tracked in time and returned as a slot in my time card i guess.

Right now, i cant imagine clubbing every week lest twice a week. haa..I guess most of my friends who clubs then, think the same way too. Working takes alot outta us even though i dont work as hard ( Hey wait, i do..haha..Im busy oki..just that im able to msn ..hahaa)

Well, what brought upon that thought was COZ LAST THURSDAY WE HAD A COMPANY FUNCTION AT BELLINI. haha All thanks to Jennifer and Tammy that the YADA YADA SISTERHOOD gets to join in the Buffet Dinner cum Chilling Session. I kinda grew attached with this company, we had lotsa funTimes.

1st Team: 3 Crazy gals. ;)

Yada Yada Sisterhood With our VP!

The jokes we made in the bus, teasing Andrew and FffffIOOoNA was hilarious. The day everyone including the upper management let loose their hair..drinks came in trays after awhile. Food were not to be enjoyed, just devoured hungrily and fill stomachs so drinking became an option. I drank afew glass throughout the night, was high but sober. Organisation functional and management lines of authority blurred when one enters the door into the club. The intern danced and eat with the upper management, all the scoldings, the snobbish ways of not interacting much with the "lower caste" were discarded as everyone mixed around like Fruit Punch.

The small lil insignificant Me actually went to kinda ehum shout for my CEO when Jennifer casually mentioned that our CEO was within view. (KIV) That night Lulu and CEO was very much in our line of vision...haha.. CEO asked me if i ever thought of "pocketing any of his name cards." I reckon ,1: i must be outta my mind, 2: i must be feeling honest that night, 3: i must be alil tipsy although i drank little ( i told you guys i dont drink , right???!)

At first i thought i heard him wrongly but after awhile when he caught me walking aimlessly back , he asked the same question again. I ANSWERED : "YES!" WTH??? I seriously am one girl who never conform or perform the required normal mannerism of saying " No sir..i have never thought of it.." Stupid me went to say " Yes, but i never did. BTW did you guys attend functions mainly to received name cards? There was a Huge stack you know? (At that instant, my eyes widened and asked the question as if it was an intelligent question which would IMPRESS ANY CEO." Sigh..im outta my mind.

But he laughed it off and we had quite a short chat which he introduced to me the Marketing VP and he asked her to intro The Editor of Stomp and Straits Time to me when she had the chance,

but well we all know that talk are all just talk when it is within the four walls of the club. So well, Back to the PPpppAARTTTy lar.

The blue guy is our Ceo and the purple top lady is another VP.

Thats where the pictures come in..the fun joy of inter level socialising- Dancing. I say ..aint OUR HOTLINE HOT?? yesh...hahhaa Cos one of the philiphines intern was dancing really funnily. ( i will upload the pic soon)

we are at the highest leve(eh 4th floor mah)l..Thus we rulez i say. ;)

We had Joy, we had Fun..we have ppparttty at BELLINI. Bottoms UP laaa

Well on another note, Wk and i chatted about everything under the sun and i realised certain things. One being both of us aint that into clubbing which kinda includes Cheryl, Siling and Leb leb into our club. Wk and i probably preferred pubs, cafes , places which we can slack comfortably and hear ourselves well. It is really nice to be able to chat with my bf about anything, discuss our life, aspirations, meaning/s of life, concepts of Choice in life, the vagueness of Time concept and other man made concepts throughout the few homo sapian's generation.

2007-07-10T00:52:00.000+08:00

Tada~~ The Famous yet cute body builder.

She is the funniest and nicest gal i ever met. I present. SSSS-IOOONA, the Body Builder. Part Timing as FHM model too but i dun have the video today.

Then i will present my cute buddy cum friendly co-mates-Senniferrr

Now my Team Leader. The Xmas season is here eh? - PRAMMY

FUn le!!! Haa..Working has it's up n down. But there were many perks and fun guys around for me to ponder long. The Gal in swimming pool once lamented "its the attitude..be positive. You can choose to be sad and it will not change anything."
Ever since Samantha went to Shanghai, not many people can tell me things that bluntly yet bring their point cross effectively.
Im always the more rational, straight to the point person but for once in my life..i find it a tad harder than usual to keep going on brightly. But i found the "unusual production"- positive thinking person in a swimming pool. I fathom at the end of that day , its easier to give up and soak in pity ..but i wun take the easy way out (especially when my hp bills and transport fees are gonna go on strike if i quit.) plus nice ali found me this job full of lovely people...its bad mannerism to not prove my worth.

Jia You... GO Go Go as my Pa di Xiong. He is my Sticker pad..im the STICKER LA! ;) Im the GOU YO POH..haa
This quote comes from him and not me.."If im the Coke then he is the ice that i relinquished and need every time i drink coke."

I miss the girls..its a long time since we 4 gather at Rochester 1.

My Best friends...i miss you guys lots. Lynnieee, yan yan, Cheryl WONG of cos...where R U??????

2007-06-28T17:45:00.000+08:00

Tada...My last Month "runaway trip" with my dearie~~~

Bo bian...no $$ so we went to Batam. Yea...its a relaxing and cheap holiday.. I love the Sun, the swimming pool but the tons of food there. All the lure of buffets and dim sums and japanese teppanyaki gets me drooling all over again.

The day we went...in the ferry itself.. We super duper excited. Holidayyyyyyy!!!!!!

Thanks Honey~ for agreeing to my cheapo holidays. I hope you enjoyed it as much as i did. I had great FUN..A kiss for YOU. SEE he happy leiiiii
This Room is so much more spacious than that of First WOrld Hotel In Genting during our May Holiday. See WK so glad that we have a decent room this time.
Myyyyy...I tell ya the food is great. I LOVE IT!
We even spent afew hours sitting outside the SMALL balcony with our munchies..eating and chatting away. Relaxing ~~~

ALL The FOOD!!!!!! SEEE thats when he is Really HAPPPYYYY....

He Thinks Its Funny... That was Butter..he made it look like Cheese..My..what a FUNNY bf-NOT!

hahhaaa....

;)

2007-06-27T13:26:00.000+08:00

I say work is draining ...dont you agree?
Yet they are fun times too..Especially with my Paai..
We are weird..nah we are just impersonating animal or people. Guess?!

Days flew by..

Holidays gonna come to an end

"They say why does all good things come to an end"

But i say it will come again..

relinquish the time spent.1 more month ahead and back to school we shall go.

So much more to do, more bills to be settle, more items to buy..

I want a new tv, laptop and rollarblades and new clothes to don on for the new semester.

I always yearn to dress hippy yet i ended up dressing like a casual school kid going to the beach.

Im lazy to wear make up, heels and are far too troublesome when all the while i meet up only with the padai gang in school.

Pay Not ENough!!

Wants too much!!

Bills Too Many!!

I have been communicating more with Samantha..on the phone and online. Weird that we suddenly became closer when she is so far away. As the cliche goes " You only treasure when you lose the thing"..

Although i never lose her but i only learn her true value when she is not with me. I wana gossip but not at the expense of he phone bills.

*i want pictures!!! My laptop is threatening to crash on me while i desperately wana watch House online. My Weewee is trying to help me downsize pictures so i can load them Up.

2007-06-20T13:24:00.000+08:00

Yep..no photographs..sigh..im unable to upload pictures.
The more recent photographs are the one we took when Santa elf-Helaine gave us our gifts coming from Dearest Samantha. The gifts were lovely, that shows that she truely misses us at the far away land. Yesh, it is faraway as we had no $ to fly over there to visit her.

Working life is tiring but having a bunch of chaotic and fun people in the department can prove to be endless fun and light hearted work at times. Lunch is super entertaining as everyone kinda let down their hair and irritate each other to no end. Siling is kinda appointed the entertainer and i would probably be the MC who schedule her performance. We have guest performer time to time during working hours, who show us briefs or gave us reason to laugh at his quirky behaviour. I kinda love the team i was assigned to, they taught me lotsa stuffs and improve on my articulation while handling customer's enquires, mannerism and even surfing the net discreetly **during Lunch time!!*. haa

School term gonna start soon again. Although i like this workplace, i kinda wana go back to studying soon. The sleeping in late and not doing much work except attending lecture kinda attact me now. I render life is much more precious when one has to go through certain bad patches or boring segments to think the grass is greener back then.

Life is not meaningless if one could fathom the meaning in it, if you do not know your calling you probably have to search for it within you or wait patiently while your calling arrives at your doorstep. As the quote goes " If Mountain dont come to Alaska, Alaska will have to go to Mountain." Well, every single time i say these i will hear lotsa disagreements claiming that either i made it up, or i made it up. To many, i seemed to be a rather inventive linguist who CAN make up quotes, words and phrases by myself. Although i do, i assure you..i have seen this quote b4. Be wary not of my quote but of my analogy. hahaha...

Btw I have some well wishing to do:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Dearest :
Hong(16th June)
MAT(19th June)

I sincerely wish you a happy birthday on ya birthday. ;)

2007-06-13T11:21:00.000+08:00

I love working with Cheryl Poon n Siling, and of cos ali but he is in another department, another level. I loooove having them at work, they make work all so much fun. Every time after i get bored i will "sooou" to the pantry or their desks and chat alil with them Be it "pat or MICKEY jokes" , SHrek in S,M,L, XL sizes or even female Shrek. They made me laugh endlessly, especially P.P antics or their newly created song abt " ma ma bu zai jia" ,M-I-C-K-E-Y...*repeat in High pitch voice for this singsong verse->* mouse and then ALL raise ur hands and cup them around ur cute lil ears and go "HARRRRR?" Thats our "cheng ming qu" . We aint mean, just bored..we irritate each other , like the way we irritate Cheryl with Msia accent that gets Cheryl in utter disgust.Cheryl n i will irritate Siling aka Fiiiiionnn-A with vomitting sounds-gurgling with vomit in our throat kinda sounds.. She totally irks it and will go into mumbling madness just to drown out our "Oooeeerrrkkk"

Yeshh..in short i used to be an entertainment for other people but now i get entertainment from the both gals who lit up my life be it in sch or at work. Although they aint nice all the time, they call me short la,makes all the short people jokes and joke abt me being a "flat" gal cos im NT as well endowed as them. But nvm i have shown them my asset, as i bought Jasmine to show off last week. *Scared le* a particular Siiiillli** was in awe.. She havent yet seen Sam n Jas in cahoots yet. I may not inherit these assets but i will always have them nearby. hahhaaa

But at times i get doses of "Sam withdrawl" when im confused, sian and wanted to tell her all about my life now. Especially with wk in my life, things would be so much fun if she could come out with us and disturb every single one of us during our class meet up. You never know how important your friend is, till she is not right beside you. I miss You Sammy gal. You irritate me n scold me at times, but i guess im a misochist..i love you still..haa

I will dedicate a post entirely about you...soon cos i cant access websites and blog as easily as i could in the past. Let me wait awhile and tell everyone my side of the "love-friendship-relationship" affair we have since the day i met you in year 1 orientation. You will be surprised my side of the story doesnt quite coincide with your's. haha

A shoutout to every friend i have...I Love my life. I love my friends. I love monday tueday, weds...and ehum DUCK rice and MIckey MOuse...jokes la.

A special Shout out to SOme One SPecial Far away, yet always close to me near my heart and in my mind, I miss YOu , i Do. I love you..for enduring with all my temper n spoilt brat behaviours, Thank You and SHanghai is not too far away for us. Cos you are always near by. :)

2007-05-28T00:32:00.000+08:00

Thanks For the lovoly 1 mth.

Although it has only been a mth, it seemed way more than that. May be caused we were "lao niu tu-o che" (i dunno how to spell that word) . It is alil more than 2 mths since the day we chatted on msn n everything spill out. Im glad for that day. I am glad u decided to love me all over again. Im glad for ya comforting presence in my life. You are like a friend, yet much more..The way you take care of me, hug me..never fail to let me feel blissful and Happy.
The day you brought me to kuishinbo. You sent me this pic, wanting me to rem the date you got a cut cos of me. I do..i rem the honey bottle you bought for me when i had sorethroat 4 yrs ago, the raisin chocolates you got for me when im down n feel like eating chocs. The Emily card tag you bought which you said reminded you of me, the cd you burn for me which had many things you said you wanted me to know yet dares not say. All the "dian dian di di" i rem, i do. I wana tell you, thanks for waiting. Thanks for giving me another chance to appreciate you.

Thanks for making me this happy. Enduring with my lil disturbs here n there, my tactlessness, my lil fiery temper at times.
The day you held my hand.. You gave me happiness and comfort.
I wana lie like this forever..Until the sky falls down on me. I'll be your dream, i'll be your hopes, be everything that you need. :) HAPPY DAY!!!! Vesak day..Holiday!! yeaaa

2007-05-15T02:15:00.000+08:00

Classic Faces!!

Eating nia..why does WK have such a funny face while eating my FAV MARY BROWN. I even make up a phrase just so i cld go to MaryBrown that night, i said I (Jolyn) am Mary aka Merry , You (pointing to WK) are Brown...hence we must go to MARY BROWN. :)

I tell You...I like Genting nt cos of Genting cos i dun play much in the Theme Park. But cos of the Crazo Gang i hang out with. The room was small yet comfortable. However i cant say the same for the loo...it was cut into 2 and even the basin was outside. The shower Cubicle and Loo Cubicle yesh..cubicle is the best word i can use for that pathetic space. My clothes even got drenched while being hang on the hook. I mean which Idiot designer placed the blardy clothes hook beside the shower head?

Wah..Look so nice rite. Fantastic View ;)

A Sets Of Her's n His. :)

EveryOne-As Happy As Can Be :)

Jun An n Xiuwen, Peishi n Derrick, Xiao Jing n ALex

Me n darling...Alamak why does his smile looked so forced?

.aha..this is way better yea.

We are tourists...in a lil red Box @ Sunny Genting. TMD i was kinda sun burned after being under the sun for afew hours. WTH...sun tanning at Genting?

-MAy 17th. Happy Birthday buddy! Kelvin...thanks for being there whenever im down. You are the best anyone can have as a friend. Thanks for enduring with all my nonsense , my scoldings, my temper, my unreasonable requests. And yesh..i will intro a pretty yet lovely girl when i see one. But i doubt you will have any difficulty finding pretty girls. haa..

May You be forever happy buddy. :)

2007-05-15T01:53:00.000+08:00

To the Loveliest ladies im so fortunate to have as my close frnds..
Thank You for enduring my "lateness" always, my temper, my short fuse, my laziness, my spoilt brat attitude time to time, my bossy attitude that irks everyone... Im sorry and I thank everyone for always being there for me . Ladies in this post nia..hahaa

1st : My best friends.... Always the best n irreplacable i assure u

My Nus Mates...

The siao Kia Gang...

Jasmine..the one whom i can always Niam n niamMei ru n Sherin.

I may nt go out often with u guys but i do treasure u all alot alot... SIgh...I cant seemed to find Pearl and Samantha pictures cos after i kinda reformat my comp..i dun have their pictures.

Only Ladies this round... Guys next time..i appreciate my buddies tooo..haa

2007-05-12T04:07:00.000+08:00

Here Goes Nuthing.. Every one Koon k..6 Hours of ride..Luckily there was many toilet breaks. ;)
Aiyah.. Genting is Fun la. BUt FOOD is expensive and it SUCKS. hahaa

1st Night we had nothing to do, thus we turn to games. Forfeits: Scary Faces

Yep..Thats Me. Why does Wk looked so intrigue by it??
Wah Cao..Xiao Jing Really look like a Monkey la..hahaa Win Hands Down
TMD!!!!!! XUI WEN.... You are the scariest. hahaha

Then To the Guys Forfeit : my Moto..If you Have it Flaunt it. Welcome to Men's Truimph Show. The Boxers....I dont mean Human Boxer la..

The 1st Season : Cartoon Series

Tom n Jerry~~ Get it while stock lastttttt ...
Thats a Tom and Jerry Boxers if u guys cant see..hahhaaa
This is the "StarLight StarBright" range everyone. Get It while it Last..If you think You are a STar..You wana be a WANNABE? GEt IT now!

See the 2 kids behind us?? We were being Bullied ..They keep chasing after us cos i de siao them..hahaa
Im Scared..Peishi forced me to take rides!! yea..i noe i look more like being excited rite?...hahaha
8 Of us taking the train or monorail. Fun laaa
Ladies...Pole dancing can occur anywhere, anytime. Let us girls show u how. hahhaha I have no idea why the pole became a horizontal bar with Jun an holding onto it. hahahhaa

2007-05-12T03:45:00.001+08:00

At first i was blardy pissed. Getting called a BITCH wasnt what im used to. Im more used to being called Dear by Samantha, Cheryl, Pearl and Jas. Hahhaha Especially when all along the years, i din noe her that well. Suddenly being accused to "eyeing her guy" all along and she "knew it all along" was more than misrepresentation. I could no longer sit by and do nuthing after all that she did to my bf whom she tramatised badly.
Every gf would do whatever i did and probably more. I tried enduring but she went past my limit by calling me names i do not deserve at all. And thus i friendster msg her.. In it , i stated mean things which under the circumstances were understandable, i assure you... and i lamented that i would Go to her house, under her block and to her work place if she ever did that AGAIN to my bf , yep it could be referred to as a "threat" i presume but the way she put it across was as if i threaten to break her legs or whatnot. How shrewd is that? She even msg him saying i threatened her and all that sorta nonsense and said she would call the Police. HA...She can wait under the block, in people house that she has no right to be in, and i cant? And she wana set the Police on me cos i am gg to do the exact thing she did to another person? Did i not mention i took Law Module the Last Sem? Police so easy to call..she thinks she calling Dog ar?? Alamak.

But i guess i cant blame her friends whom probably caused my viewing ratings to jump like jack rabbit since my msg was sent. She did not reply my msg but went around to complain abt me to my bf. Why not deal directly with me if she has time to msg my bf har? I wonder... She says she dun wana see me under her block, siao 1 le...Like i wana travel all the way to the north side to see her ar? Waste my petrol, waste my $$ lo...SOmemore not seeing some fantastic , pretty lady...i might as well stay at home and look at the mirror le. Not very pretty but at least not a waste of my time. haa...

But the crux of this post isnt all of the above. Its what written here and now, darling im sorry if i have caused you distress over the entire matter. My fallen pride caused me to overlook the fact that i could cause you more trouble, i should have ignored everything and concentrate on you, you alone. Im being a teeny weeny bit mushy but guys bear with me..i promise other posts will not be this "Tian Tian de". ahha Is that phrase copy right-ed Rach? hahaha WK understood why i did what i did and im glad for all his support and understanding. I promise to be abit more patient and mature while dealing with this. I dont wana waste my time on her, i rather spend it thinking of you and with you. You are lovoly..yesh lovoly...The Genting trip was an added bonus when you managed to turn up last minute. We just started off...small yet stable steps..we wobble along the ways..I failed b4..many times, you failed b4..but it doesnt matter cos now I have you to hold onto.. Lets walk the path together, with the support and TLC.

Lovoly...

I wan you to be this happy ;)

2007-05-08T11:33:00.000+08:00

IM PISSED... IM IRRITATED. I GIVE HER 1 MORE CHANCE...AND I WILL NOT BE GRACIOUS. SAM...Im 1 Impatient Gal..and im gonna show her how nasty i can be. Even Worse than she can. I have alot on my mind...to let her know how i feel abt her. MAY BE I WILL SLAP HER..MAY BE I WONT.. IM A NICE PERSON. EH wait im the small size one hor? If i slap liao then i tell u guys k.
If this is nt settled...Its killing her gastric...its killing my beauty sleep.
IM PISSED.

2007-05-03T09:50:00.000+08:00

Last Paper today..
Tml Morning im setting off at 6plus for breakfast n a loooong Coach Ride to Genting with my frnds.. Hope it will be a safe trip to n fro...im rather scared of the winding road up and my motion sickness striking again. Its gonna be troublesome.
Hope im gonna come back lugging more pictures, more happy memories and more relaxed mind.
So yea...No calls frm 4th till 6th May yea. Not that i dont wana return ya sms n calls but its rather expensive. Cos always when i dont return sms..i get another sms coming that says "IS YOUR HP IN WATER? PLS CALL BACK OR REPLY." Well, i "cant". Im Broke. :)

Take care Everyone. Have a Good Weekend.

2007-04-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

Story of Lovoly
Due to msgs i received the past few days..i decided i shall come clean with everyone. The way RnB did..Oh RnB stands for Rachel n Brandon. Hahhaa.. So yea here goes the story. I made it with pictures n less words. A chapter of my Story. Here goes.. Dun need to speculate, dun need to ask me..Im telling you the story now... ;)

This is The main lead.. Oei not i bhb la..My story le..of cos im the main lead la. A few years ago..in a school that looked more like a factory than a junior college. She met a guy who looked more like a malay than a chinese. I wondered how come i have a malay in my chinese class. So powerful ar.
The other main Lead..The left side not the right side guy la. Right side guy taken liao..wait the left side one oso.. :)Aiyah his eyes so small, open or close the same.

2002 is when the story starts. We all became friends. Especially the 4 of us. Year 1 , and we started having lotsa fun. Noo... he likes some pretty gal at 1st. I not pretty what bo bian. ;)Then after Ji ..He MIA..due to some Known reason which i shall not say. haa...We were neglected for many years. Last year, the lost sheep joined the herd back during our class Xmas outing. LAo pa Sat...His eyes is still small, he is still as black Erms...TANNED. And yes..me..rounder
..
The Crazy days start all over again. He does have all the weird ideas. He is always a guy of few words yet somewhat fun loving at times.

Then March i presume..we sent our beloved Samantha off...

Then we all went to JB with Gq taking the pics. The usual SMS n long chats over the phone. He is a good friend yet something more.

With the friendship as foundation.. the past few years , gave him a textbook that i cant never cover up with. He knows who im ..i Cant act demure and nice . I cant lie about being a serious and studious gal cos he knew me way back when i was 17..And he need not lie abt him not being blur, being punctual and all. Cos way back during past examinations, he sit INFRONT of me, we were both 10 minutes late for Exam. And we stroll in..we did. Our lockers were Messy and PACKED..when you open them, things tumble out. Our desks were organised mess as quoted from Samantha.
We remained the same , yet we changed abit. We are still blur, still not punctual for appointments, Still messy...
And we are Happy. We are stubborn.. Im impatient...but he understands.
This is where we start the story. You seen the first chapter. Lets hope he will be a tad more patient with me yea.

2007-04-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

Muahaha..Im stuck at home. Dun wana read notes. So bored. DUn get me started. but i did.haa

Live your life the way you want it when you have no idea what to do with it

Life is somewhat hard to fathom over the years

It kinda gets you puzzled

coz the older you go,

the more you dont know.

I used to think i was a kid

not afraid of the impossibility.

But as Time passes

I feel as if i could defeat alot of things

But only if im smarter,

Prettier,

And more Eloquent.

If life dealt me a bad hand

There is basically nothing much to do,

Except to say i can.

I can Climb not the highest mountain

But i know i can climb Bukit Timah Hill.

I can swim not in the deepest sea,

yet i know i can swim in Nus normal pool.

I can Sing not like jon leong (im not a guy nor a professional singer what)

But i can sing without the Kbox glass cracking.

I wana lay like this forever..

Lie with you it seemed

In library level 6 it is.

Im sorry if you decided to shift to level 5

Cos then i cant lie..

Lie beside you that is.

Cos i have never heard you sing,

I disturb you simply only for the fun of things.

Yet you looked at me, as if thinking im your fan

Jolly well wrong you are

Coz the only person i ever admire

IS ME.

Even though i said im nothing much fantastic

But to Me..Im pretty much so

If not the best..to you that is

But to me..im the best i can ever be..

The best i can ever have.

2007-04-25T15:41:00.000+08:00

Life in Library is indeed boring. Everyone seemed to either be mugging, sleeping or playing games on their lap top. Alvin is the worst, he even bring remote controller to play Winning Eleven with Jian Xing. Im reading but nothing seemed to get through the thin skull, into the THICK BRAIN which i DO HAVE..YESH i HAVE OKOK!!!

Anyway Samantha sent me a poem her friend wrote the other day and Brandon showed me 1 too. Hmmz..i have the inspiration to write 1 too. Since im bored.I shall attempt a short yet sweet one. *Dedicated especially To YOU la* muahaahaha

LOVOLY POEM!
When we go to the Movies,
I feel all so Happy but
You lose the tickets
and make me feel so pek chek..

DONG DONG DONG 1,2,3
I wana eat a simple Dinner
You said ok
I thought we were gonna eat "ZAP CAI PENG"
In the end You brought me to SUN TEC
and we ate KUISHINBO

I wanna eat Char Kuey Tiao
You brought me to eat Botak Jones
And yet everything seemed to fall into place
When i see your Botak Burgers.

I Thought i was nice
I went Novena to find u for lunch..
You came CCK, CLementi and JP for Lunch and Dinners
I brought You Muji Chocolates along the way.
You brought me Roll ROyce, CHOC and raisin chocolates
all also along the way.
Which way did you go,
i wonder?
How come all longer and nicer ways than mine?

I love chocolates
You love everything
I love Chicken
You Love Fish
I Like Samantha
You Like Brandon
Samantha like brandon
Noo...not our Brandon
I disturb Brandon
You Disturb Samantha
Wait..Its getting messy
I stop here

How come my poem doesnt ryhme?
Yet my meaning did its time
and told you what was meant to be said
It was simple
yet not easy
It took lotsa courage
and lotsa free time(apparently)

Im just bo liao in library. So all dun come ask me hor. You dun like the poem leave it..i never say im good at writing poems what. hahaa...This is the SINGLISH POEM K

2007-04-22T01:27:00.001+08:00

Whenever i Mug...there is always lotsa temptations luring me forth. I wan no temptations but i get lots. I succumb to Xiao Jing's calling and my Best Friends outing to Rochester. Im glad i went cos it happened to be some sort of 1st month celebration cum catching up for Lynn and Marian @ their new jobs. The place was fantastic..im gg back there for some lovely dates...No dates then i date my best friends lo. ;)

Anyway im still stuck in School , LT 10 tables with the cool wind blowing and stress piling ..reaching my neck in a moment i tell ya. Tml is the supposedly birthday party of the 3 XGCs memebers -K.H , SHarann and Jarrod. I cant attend cos its too far away at Seng kang and im not prepared for next week papers. So yah i aint going. XGC gave me lotsa memories with the nerd parties that was uber fun. Xmas party cum Danny birthday at Hilton was quite a party too. I miss them at times. But yea.. HAppy Birthday although i doubt they read my blogs. But as they says , its the thoughts that count aint it?

XGC's Parties..the few that i went. Fantastic Merry Xmas n Happy New Year

Happy V-Day At a Nice Jap restaruant.
Yesh.. Happy Birthday especially to you. You are always gonna be a nice friend that i will always cherish. We may not click cos i dun play DOta nor do i like PInk (oops Purple) stuffs...But u r a nice friend that im fortunate to have. Happy 23rd Birthday..

Sharann Thanks for being a nice friend and teaming up with me against KH n Kenny whenever we r in the car. We had so much fun playing Board Games and tag team when the guys doubted us. Hahah... Although i selom join the XGC outings liao..but u will always be the nice n chatty gal in my heart. THe New year party was so much Fun.. ;) We looked so much like a nerd yea ?

2007-04-13T19:42:00.000+08:00

Im stuck in school on a friday night. Freaking lots to catch up on. ABu is infront of me, duno busy with Msn or notes. But whatever it is, we are the Undate-ables on a friday night ...hahaa...nooope we are dating our notes for the night. ;(

Anyway past weeks passed like whirlwind..so fast that exams are gonna arrive without appropriate amt of work being done yet. I wish to be like Siling and Cheryl, so motivated and fast at completing their revision. Woe on me~~

I wana watched P.O.T.O at Esplanade..Everyone seemed to dressed to the nines to go watch that play. But exams are coming, and i have no time to even go town. Too many friend's birthdays so near my exams...Im looking forward to Rochester PArk for our long overdue meeting with my Besties...We need to catch up badly although it is just a few days away from my 1st paper.

MAny semester came and passed...I am practically left with afew good friends and hang out with the few that i have. I have no idea why but many of my good friends are headstrong or have "attitude" , which includes me i guess. Which unfortunately creates friction sometimes.For example, Samantha and i have lotsa problems with that issue but we always come out alright, not too badly hurt la. During my birthday last year, i made 2 of my good friends unhappy. Not that i admit im at fault but i feel that under the difficult circumstances im faced with, pls understand sometimes. I dun wanna lose friends cos of character or simple stubborness of who is at fault when the frndship is valued much more.

Im not like other friends that you may have. I garner i have many friends...and may have many more good friends that the norm. Just cos im not like you (you as in any of my frn) as in the way you can spent time with me and i cant...you put that blame upon me and say i have "new friends" liao so no time for You, you or you. No..im not Bhb..just that at times this accusation that "yah la...got friends liao..now dun wan "us" liao la"...is unfair. I love my friends so much that i try to arrange quality time between school and everyone. I noe you guys have alot of gd frnds too thats cos u are good at managing everything i guess. I aint that good but beliff me when i say this i try my best so pls tolerate my behavior.

And im a friend. Not a boy friend. At times i will do things for my girlfrnds like ppl do in a r/s but not always.( Ar bo why you need the other half for? You just get me enough liao lo) I appreciate it but doesnt mean i will have to do what you expect or want me to do. I dun cos i dun have time. I dun expect my friends to do the extra ordinary things either. I appreciate them when they did, be there for me but dun expect credits when one do things. EVery one do things for their cherished friends, if not why do you think there are FRIENDS and GOOD FRIENDS? So why calculate all the "loose changes" and compare? I do not wanna discuss fairness cos is Friendship all about that. DO things and not expect returns, if yes then not dun do it . EVeryone expect things of cos but if one gona pray and hope on them then you can jolly well forget about it. It irks the life out when comparision gets in place. I may not be a fantastic friend but at least i dun compare or have nuthing much to compare? I just dont wanna do that. It became like a weighing Machine..Can we weigh intangible stuffs? Is friendship measurable? Cos im not gonna jot down whatever i did and write in my list , hoping they will be returned.

Sorry. Sometimes they dun. And No , im not being irrational or what. Im just sian. Bogged down by work and thoughts. :) happy weekend!

Way back into LOve

2007-04-06T14:19:00.001+08:00

DOnt you wana be happy and think you finally sees the light that goes back into love..?

2007-04-06T14:04:00.000+08:00

The padai Gang with their New Polo Tees!! Lovely lovely n judging the way we are, of cos we must Hao lian abit la. (sing along while using the tune of MARY HAS A LIL LAMB) PADAI HAS A POLO TEE..Polo Tee ..POLO TEE..PADAI HAS A POLO TEE..We Must all wear it!! haa

And i wanna be that happy like the lil kid...i wanna smile that way.. dont u?

2007-04-03T22:24:00.000+08:00

Wana see what we did on SUNDAY?? Brandon calls us the Foursome..call us the Hei long gang or whatnot . Go check it out at
http://brandonsu25.blogspot.com/
By YI ZHI SHU-B is the Name. He made fantastic Notebook Cover with Wires too. Customised them ..Go order NOW!! My sample is at his blog..i buy 1, u shld too! ;)
gonna link him and Aliah soon ;)

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2007-04-03T21:27:00.000+08:00

Pictures speak a thousand words..thus i shall keep this entry short n simple.. Few words so that the pictures get to tell u stuffs abt the FAB NITE SAFARI Trip with The PADAI!!!
Lemme intro the twisted gang to u
P-PI SAI (CHERYL Poon)
A-ALI(ALVIN)
D-DING DONG BELL (DEVI)
a-ABU(SILING)
I-IM LIM CHIN FEN(JOLYN YOURS TRUELY)

To all the BAngas and BIBARASA...All the CAst AWAY, the SPARLINGS.. u guys make me laugh like crazy in NiGht Safari and i tell u guys its the 1st at Night Safari ar. :)

2007-04-01T00:21:00.000+08:00

My mum is a lovely yet hilarious lady. She is rather like Sreekumar in fact. JUst for the benefit of letting everyone have some bit of laughter..im letting you guys in. BUt no mocking of my dear mum yea...just laugh at her "cuteness" will do. Knowing english or chinese is no biggie...she is lovely and she is my AH BU. so there goes nuthing.

Mummy's original..yet not original Pun.
1st incident:
Mama: hey, mei ar..you want some "meh lok"??
Jolyn: eh..mama meh lok...orh okie lo..i want iced meh lok hor...* Jolyn goes !!!!!! 5 seconds after lamenting that..."meh lok"....ahhhh mama...its MILO la, what meh lok , meh lok...
Niece(start running into kitchen..gasping for air) : Ah Mah...you make what? I want "Meh lok" oso..
Jolyn: --__-- ... MAma, see la..i tell you liao.
Mama: aiyah, nvm lah..anything oso can la. ok la,"MY LOK" "MY LOK" lo...

2nd incident:

Le Xuan (my 4 years old niece) had some home work to do over the weekend. The home work was to draw some thing that starts with "i" and "j". And so i had to help her with it as usual. Mama was outside my room busy ironing clothes.

Jolyn(me) : Ok, Le Xuan..I for what? (not I for Im LIM CHIN FEN HOR..i cannot ask my niece to draw me right??)
Le Xuan : I for Ice cream...

Gd gd..she start drawing ice cream on her book. Then we went on to "j"..
Jolyn: wah lao... JAm abit hard to draw le, i cant even draw nicely la. Ice cream still easy, Jam abit hard le.
Mama: draw jelly la.
Jolyn: wah...u think jelly easy to draw ar, you come n draw la..How to draw jelly sia??
Mama: eh, yah hor ...draw "jeep" la
Jolyn: You siao ar? Jelly dunno how to draw, you think i know how to draw jeep ar?? (i was envisioning the jeep car which is extremely difficult even to imagine lest asking me or my niece to even draw it....)
Mama: har? Where got hard? Just draw *zzzzssss* ( she was making the zizak sounds)and 2 lines can liao mah.
Jolyn: ??????
Korkor:????

Jolyn and kor kor : started laughing NONSTOP...

Realisation start dawning upon us after 10 seconds of hearing and seeing her animated gestures of zzsss . She was saying..."ZIP" not jeep.

Jolyn: (in between laughters and trying to explain to my mum) MAa.... J is for JAm, for Jeep that car..not "JIP", ZIP -"LA LIAN" is Z....Z for ZIP mah...Not J for JIP. muahahhaa

MAma: (laughing and bending over) after awhile...OOh ok la...same la..J for Jeep , Z for Zip lo. Sounds same la. *smiles sheepishly*

MY mum cute right?? LOvely lovely

2007-03-28T17:44:00.000+08:00

Went out with Brandon and GQ for some morning exercise...Badminton. I aint good at badminton but i like to play the sport. We met up at 8.45am ( as usual, Gq and i were late) and walked to Clementi sport hall. After the strenuous mindless swinging of racket that aimed at air rather than the shuttlecock, half the time...the game was quite alright. Gq could be good at badminton if he trains often i think. But i guess not everyone loves badminton the way Yi zhi n I do , wanna spend time playing a sport especially if it is hard to pick it up and boring in the starting phrase. Haiz..Han sen oso dun wana play badminton. I guess ar , Yi zhi Shu..its just gonna be me n you playing the game liao. Sigh..i miss the JI days when we played badminton during reccess and after school in the hall. Everyone was so Siao-Onz la, we brought rackets to school and after lunch, we would play till late. There was so many of us then, Nasser, Jun yin , Brandon, Me, sometimes Sam, Xia Yan, Mariam, Byran and Hansen would join us too. Gone were those days.

Aha.. reminising the days in year 2 when we played monopoly between breaks, after school..stopped and kept our "money, title deeds" and continue after classes. It started when library introduce board games and we tried trying. Then we got addicted and Mariam bought her own set and we kept it in sch for "private" usage. Darn funny.. i selom played and the only time i remember fairly well was when there was too many of us and we had to pair up to play the game. I paired up with the "entreprenuer of the year" la-WK....and we had some bad luck along the way, keep gettinginto jails and left with no $$ to bail ourselves out. WK said we are darn broke so lets just stay in jail...we had to miss 3 rounds everytime..*soo sad*...Then suddenly when i lost hope and thought we were gonna be the 1st pair to be bankrupt, THAT IDIOT ANNOUNCED THAT WE ARE GONNA BUY HOTELS!!!! I exclaimed..no $$ to bail ourselves outta jail, how to buy what stupid hotels....then he got a STACK (yesh...a STACK okay) of cash out and said nonchalently" no la ...what no money?? got what..Lets buy hotels." And so everyone stared at me, and me at him..i was so shocked that my eyes were practically popping out. Brandon, Nasser and the rest starts laughing at me and if Looks could kill...Last Sun i would have been out with a ghost to Kuishinbo. hahaa...

What a partner, kept it from me, make me go to Jail for nuthing!!!!!!!! (BIG EYES) And best thing is you know what he lamented simply as the reason for not telling me? "Aiyah, if i tell you i know you will buy alot of nonsense things 1 what, you like to shop so much..." (Big eyes....WTH!!! we playing monopoly and buying houses le, not managing your bank accounts le..Monopoly aslo got no clothes to buy what... (Sad face)....

Haha..Till today there was still repercussion of what he did to me that particular day. I will still bring the issue up and niam whenever i get a chance. haa IM NEVER GONNA TEAM UP WITH GUYS AGAIN. haaa...

THURS may be meeting Lynn and Cheryl...yeah..Long time never see Lynn le. After she started work, i din have a chance to met up with her. Hope i meet the both of them, miss lynn..dont miss cheryl cos i always see her . hahaa

FRIDAY...I think the PADAI GANG gonna pack our bags and ready to go..to NIght Safari. haha Yesh again, i love zoo and night safari. ;) Its gonna be wild and fun going with the Padai gang. I cant wait. But before all these...i got lotsa projects research n work to do. :(

2007-03-24T13:51:00.000+08:00

I say everybody~~~~ relax and enjoy the weekend.

Yippe...im gg to Kunshinbo (duno if spelling is correct but who cares..haa)

Im going Peace Center to get my prototype storybook out before the monday presentation again. Nm2208 genuinely sucks. hahaa I aint a creative person i realised...the innovative juice doesnt flow in moi head i guess. Siling, dont even think of taking the course if one day you do think abt it. hahaa....

!,2,3,....we r gg to KushinBo. Every week i must have something to look forward to. Hmmz..should i wear a dress or should i wear jeans and nice top instead? Once per week , i get to roam freely in Town, i like to dress abit nicely. If you see me in school, you would know why bcos im the slack-iest dresser around. =P

Tada The MT 2219..and im the base (shit*)

AHA...we were too stressed with sch work . Thus we went Swimming in school. See the darling girl so cute..the TOOTz kia.

Ahh...The 3 of us... Cheryl din swim but she came just to accompany us. And hell was, she had a tan much nicer than me la. I dun tan..i peel.. sigh...

The P.A.D.A.I...everyone had their own name...but mine was the I at the end..i was I-I AM JOLYN....it was supposed to be I-I AM LIM CHIN FEN!! WTH!! haha lucky Cheryl Ms Poon changed for me. I requested it yesterday night. Aha..How the week passed by so fast yet so fun, with these 3 girls or shld we say the P.ADAI GANG. hahaa

2007-03-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

I fathom that since i knew how to upload photographs onto my blog, i do not write as much or as lengthy as i used to. The essays and "compo" as Helaine used to lament, are kinda rare in my blog nowadays. I seemed to adapt to short and sweet style yea?

And they say "A picture speaks a thousand words"..Indeed. Now my entry is left with a maximum of few miserable thousand words.

This semester flew by (and yesh, it is the appropriate vocab i assure you) , with me left gaping for air like a goldfish stranded on land. Im not used to hectic nor a workaholic lifestyle but what you see around you is that everyone is doing the same thing. It is no surprise and it is a fact of most Singaporean life. Bumming and slacking seemed like a SIN, a dreadful one. My dear friend Siling in school, tells me she felt guilty for watching the show 300 last sunday. I meant wah....i used to watch 3 movies per week man...when i was in the A level era. Study officially ended after 5pm, after friday too. Now that life seemed far away. Our jokes surround us , one that range from taking torchlight into cinema and read while watching the movie (aha another of Siling's fanatic scholar idea...hmmmz...)
Today a guy in school approaches us , to help him do a survey..i shrug it off, pointing to my watch saying "we have no time liao, we rushing to study , to do essay, we left with TWO WEEKS." The irony is that 2 weeks are a freaking long time to be doing an essay , (thats my view and none of the studious people shared them, i assure you..) haa..Cheryl and Siling was laughing and gapping at my flippant remarks to that poor guy. I pity him... Thats my karma when no one wanna do my phone surveys. *shit*

Last Friday to turn up for the Dinner, i skipped glynis's invite to The Eligible Cleo Bachelor Party at St James. So many people went..i wanna see cute guys cos this year do have some good quality bunch. Sigh, i missed that. BUt well the dinner was great and Elson was a good partner and company, he did not leave my side for long always before returning back to entertain me. SO well, I did not miss much.

2007-03-18T02:41:00.000+08:00

For people who woke up at 3,4am.. We looked like an awake Bunch. The sending off clique, the gal in green is the beloved gal who is already busy in SHanghai now. Hmmz...so many of us waiting for her to come back to us. ANd why is Xiao hei so happy in the picture? hahaa...

The Wonderful food offered @ the Coms Dinner on friday. The main course wasnt that great but the rest was YUMMY.
I told ya , din i? The dessert was superb. Sweeeetz

AHA..i told ya im a true bred escort eh? I was not. I fumbled and rushed like crazy the day itself. Had to do up my eyebrows cos they look like bush best friend-SHRUBS. I spent 2 hours plus trying to paint my nails, make up and hairdo while the Male lead of the day-Elson was busy SLEEPING away in the comfort of his own home. The dinner was not easily earned i fathomed there and then. It was pure hard work guys.
We had lotsa fun being Cam whores. I keep making him bring out his Digital camera to snap pictures of us and me.
BEfore the Dinner officially began. There was even a Photo booth, he din wanna take pictures as there was a loooong que for it. However he had no choice, as i see that there was a professional photographer and back drop. I had to take the picture, i dun care!! hahaa

And who did i see that day? My best buddy in Secondary school. LIM CHENG JIA..aha the male version of me in school. The Joker.

This was during the walk to DA MA HUA Yuan for seafood at JB last Sunday. Hmmz...why is Brandon pulling his burms?

2007-03-12T02:03:00.000+08:00

2007-03-12T00:47:00.000+08:00

DERRICK Birthday !! It was 2 weeks ago..Peishi organised a small party (only us nia..) at Altivo. Derrick's face lit up when the live band sung Birthday song for him. Dear Peishi...when she is heck care , she is really quite a gal..but when she is serious about doing something..my, do she goes all the way. She bought the cake, keep Derrick in suspense although i spill the secret out , not once nor twice but thrice. haa..

Thats Me n Kelvin (yesh..i renew his contract..he is a free lancer, im his manager. Contact me if you need a free lancer escort...heehee...IM currently oso a free lancer escort myself. Bo bian lack of $$..haa Attended CJ OCS dinner last yr, this week Elson contacted me to be his "escort". My..my business not bad eh.)
Tada...the gang at AltiVO... As usual, we had crazy fun. Laugh like crazy. Not many people can click with us, luckily ZQ n kelvin managed to. If not i wld be bored if i always had to be a huge lightbulb with the COUPLES...
AHA...This is Alvin's birthday. He is a nice guy, bought us all over with a lovely V-day pressies. We gave him a surprise birthday gift cum sing-a-along after tutorial. We went to Kbox after class last wed. Im officially gonna make Siling the Vice chairman of my club (if i manage to set up 1...its call the SIAO-KIAs club of NUS). We sang like tune and pitch was never invented and outta tune was the best way to sing a song. haa
The Birthday boy do sing fairly well...i admit. Next time i upload the video and you all shall enjoy...Cheryl is acting cute more than than "bai-ing ugly pose"..haa
And this very old pic..is taken roughly 5 years ago, In JI canteen. Last week we sent my dear Samantha off to the airport. She will be away for a year. Im gg to miss her i guess.. That crazy gal...i never thought i would be setimental n cry when she was gg to go off.. but i did.

As we go on..we remember ...All the times we had together..come whatever..we will still be friends forever.

All the fun times we had, will never be erased. The older we grew, the more we gain. It is never gonna be lesser but more with experience. And as you leave...the memories continue.

The whole gang of us woke up at 4m to take cabs and reach Airport by 5am to send Sam off at Changi airport. One by one cab..we waited for all to reach T2 BK for break fast. Unlike all departures seen in TV, we were laughing and yakking away as usual. The sincerity and heart felt friendship was undenialable in everyone, most of us had classes and work to go to after sending her off. It din keep us away. She is someone worth coming to the airport at 5am. All the little squabbles i had with her diminished asap when i knew she was gg to leave so soon..I should have pushed away my pride and schedule to spend more time with 1 close friend that i had for so long. I miss her..we all do...

2007-03-12T00:40:00.000+08:00

The lovely red shoes i brought frm Thailand..
Life is red when im happy ...Green background depicts the calmness..
This Is my Favorite..COke of my Life..Yesh you...I should let you go...But i cant..
My dream to travel..in a cable car...Fly me to the moon or to the place i wanna be...
Triple J at Bangkok new Airport...

2007-03-02T01:51:00.000+08:00

Annual Family outing..This year we are off to Mac. Reservoir. Last year, the monkeys came and took off with lil Jamie's Ribena. This year the lil girl could still vividly remember the incident. Luckily for her, the monkeys werent around this time. I was the one taking the Picture...My family strolling up the slope.

Haha...Pre CNY preparations. See how lil Le Xuan includes herself into the family by starting on our Tradition-Decorating the "YING LIU". It is our family tradition to buy and decorate YING LIU till it is like a CHI-NA Xmas tree. The oriental design may seemed overly done up but it is the process that counts.

For This year, my family took off for a nearby trip to Melaka for the CNY. Off we go to Melaka. Mama insisted on buying "DUA BAO" which we thought was the normal DA BAO seen in Singapore. However my bro and i were so wrong. It is not DA BAO, but DUA BAO as mama reckons. We couldnt contain our Surprise..and so.. WAH!!!!!!We decided to show everyone the Size of the DUA BAO and our AMAZEMENT. The Biggest DUA BAO that even a family couldnt finish. Mama just wanted to buy since she was in the area even though she knew we couldnt finish it. Women...sometimes you just dont understand them.

Untainted New year

2007-02-26T18:42:00.000+08:00

As everyone already knows, im a Chi-Na kia at heart. I rattle off mandarin like no other language. So i love CNY...it is the period of Eating, having Fun and munching on new year goodies. The excuse to leave out DIET, which is luckily a taboo on CNY. Heehehe

I went Melaka with family for 2 days to slack and walk around the town. It is indeed more fun than "bai nian" with the countable relatives i have. I had to work on "Chu San" which was a drag but turn out rather Ok as many friends came by my shop to visit me. Last Thursday i took an early morning flight to BangKok...where i challenge the polictical areana at this sensitive time.

The strained relationship Singapore had with Thailand due to Temasek Holding's shares and the soccer match, bombings that occurred timely with my arrival, left a gaping hole in our anticipation towards the Shopping trip. The Triple J decided to go forth with it but be extra careful during our stay there. We did experience certain distasteful people and fellow Singaporeans which allow us clarification to why we were being disliked so much.

I just got back to Sg like 2 hours ago. Gotta go rush my Nm3206 essay, Nm2208 poster n 2219 revision. Back to the real World Baby....why do all good things come to an end? For new experience to set in and more learning to take place i suppose.

A new year..the trips away was to cleanse all unhappiness i saved in my MIND DRIVE. I did a deleting and cleansing certain memories, leaving only USEFUL n Memorable images and Files in my HEART DRIVE. Lest i reformatted the entire mind and brain set so that im renewed and ready to Store more new and fun memories that are to come forth. I promise i will be extra careful in Downloading software that is useful, will not anyhow Install memories or images that will corrupt my Heart Drive and relationship with other fellow drives. It is easy to download and install new experiences and relationships, but when they corrupt or discard you or when u wanna delete them..it is never this easy again. Simple coz it will always be in you...just how deep you manage to store it away, no matter how many times you tried to delete it.

SO yep...Everyone, lets look forward and be generous in accepting all challenges confronting you. Coz the only person who is going to reject or allow failure to manifest first is YOU , Yourself.
Gambatte Cyo....If you are happy and you know it...clap your hand ;)

i understand why you like it now...i do too

2007-02-14T00:57:00.001+08:00

It is oxy moronic..the lovely sweet melody with the negativity connotation cum depressive lyrics.
Nonetheless, i identify with it n thus i like it now. U do?

2007-02-10T14:49:00.000+08:00

I saw a blog post from some girl that i do not know but has no empathy for. She distinctly gave me the feelings of trying to get whatever she wants , back. She seemed rather nice n sweet, friendly even. However from what i gathered, she done hurtful and amoral stuffs in my opinion. There is ethics in everyline, and sometimes being a girl and converting from that areana to some other place , you need to do something that is seriously distasteful.
She gave up what was hers.
She went forth for something she likes.
Once you gave up, you try to come back even when there is a new owner..it shows you dont care how many ppl you hurt in the process. You want but if you know that its taken..why go forth?
I have been in that position before and thus i can comment. I once loved someone alot alot.. the previous owner came by while we had problems and claimed back her share.
I was left with nothing..i had a chance to get "it" back half a year later...but when i knew "it" still has an owner, i gave up and went back to where i came from. I could have gotten "it" back,i could at least separated the two..but i did not cos i never want anyone to do that to me.

In the end, this girl din get what she wants.
One should just move on after hurting people and not be a tease..again and again
Trying to reclaim what you thought was yours, with all means and ways till you get it BACK.
Doing it in a subtle manner or nice way doesnt garner it as a nice technique.
Only naive and KIND people fathom so.
If you cant see the light , the actual situation and allow yourself to be hurt again
I cannot help you this time. i can only say "i told you so.."
Im unable to help you, cos the last time i did..i hurt myself in the process
And im trying to recover..
I hope no matter what, you see and think clearly and not be foolishly manipulated by someone's whims and fancy till another new fancy of her's came along and you became an old hidden toy once more. You want no lies, no deception and true heart..i suggest one dun enter into your own illusion and get embedded in new lies that hurt.

Yesh..No matter where there is ...it is never in a place that you gave up for a selfish reason, no matter how regretful u may be. Cos you already have a new life..do not attempt to destroy another new person love and what he carries for u. Everyone moves on. YOU should..
Cos in love, it is never simply hurting another person
It is destroying hopes , ideals , tainting memories and taking off a person's protection
leaving him/her vunerable before meeting you.
Think...love seems easy...it never is.
In reality, Love is difficult , hard to overcome, sometimes not easy to confirm the place and position of that person in your life
But you want to overcome all of it and be with the person regardless all..
Thats love.
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Im a weird person. I know nuthing about whats gg on or what am i really pin pointing. haha
I just love to write whatever go pass my mind. Some are feelings i felt last year when i was superby down, some are random thoughts and most are fictitious.
So pls dun come ask me what happened..cos nuthing much did. I just have lotsa time and think of so many girls outta there who are screwing guy's love life now. I have too many friends who are immersed with girls they should entangled themselves with , LET GO and go for nicer girls.

I think some parts of the blog i was reprimanding myself too, one period of time last year i went back and attempts to screw up someone's esle life again and again. As if the hurt i caused was not enough. I gave hope, i took away..i did that twice. Im a "jerk" at times too.. Im sorry.
The best i can do is never to distrupt the peaceful life he gained back.

Blardy hell, nearing V-day..and i keep writing all sort of anti-V day stuffs. I oso want lovely dovey stuffs. ;p

2007-02-07T20:47:00.000+08:00

Tada..My late weds class...
I been using freehand illustrator.. hahaha

2007-02-07T00:42:00.000+08:00

I say..Singapore is too small a place to cultivate many stars. With all the SuperBand, SuperStars, Singapore Idol, Campus Super Stars, Dance Floor...everyone who audition and managed to get into the finals 30 or 40 are some kinda stars. People recognised them, people take them as idol..it seemed as if it is rather usual to see STARS around.
Singapore is only so small and the age for one to famous-dom is rather limited. From16-30 years old? Being Famous, Being a Star is so over rated. Every one i know seemed to know someone who enter some STar competition or is a STar...my my..arent we honoured?
Guo qiang and i knows MI LU BING...my primary school mate is in the LION national soccer team (yep..i was honoured...hahaa..NO.6 RULEZ!!) I saw Samantha( the girl from BE With Me Movie) today in school Mac, walking around in school last few semester. I saw Sebestian at boon lay Nasi Lemak last yr , walking past me..he stays near my area. Taufik was from my secondary school, my seniors know him. Zoe tay was from Yuan Ching, Li Guo Huang was from Jss too. So coincidentally, M.R.'s cousin is his wife..my younger bro knows the girl who was in Campus Super Star (JSS too)..Jimmy hangs out with the 1st batch of Superstar finalist and always jio me to go KTV with them but im always to shy to do so. Cos i adore Derrick cos i think he is cute and Shar ann is a frnd of his from NP. And recently i know a guy in sch who entered Dance Floor Competition.. the list goes on and on..

In short, Singapore is too small. And you ask, then why am i not a star if it is that small? Cos i wana be Unique..it is too common to be a Star. Even Collin and Kero are famous..oh did i tell you? He works at JP bubbletea stall, i always go there to check out the famous boy last time.

What is Famous? What if 20% of the population is famous one way or another? Star in Sg is seriously over rated. We are just too small a country...