Appearance vs reality
Thursday, July 22, 2004
Yesterday i went to eat at the rather renowned "tiong baru market".. but find the food there not really that fantastic. After that i went to Mount faber with my Friend...(Yes..a Friend..just because its a Romantic place , does'nt mean i cant go there with A friend...hahah)
Anyway..I love that place..the lights and the atmosphere always make me feel light hearted and peaceful. My friend and i was talking bout his Dreams , his aspirations and i- about my life ... It just feel good to talk about uncertainties in my life and everything under the sun ..or the moon for that matter . When we were discussing about "clever people.." , he tells me :" jolyn , clever has a broad definition , how to define..?" Eh..yah hor..i also dunno how to define or limit the scope. Hmm , he kinda gimme the idea that when one is in different sort of company , one can actually adjust/change ur attitude and behaviour accordingly to the crowd. Its just like dressing up to fit different occasions. Wah...like that then maybe one fine day you may become soo engrossed in all this "stagings" and forget who u really are.. Hmm a thought that i ponder for awhile and hope that when he is with me, he will shed all his acts and become Just HIm.
As he didnt like me to put on make-up when i go out with him..(Really , i swear!~He said :" JOlyn if later i saw u with any make-up on ,i will just turn and go home hor." He lamented that he prefers to go out with a au natural person .hmm *wonder if it is because i look even worse if make up?? ) Eh..For people who knows me well , knew that i would usually have some make up on because i would look more presentable mah..Aiz..
When the night ended , i realised that this outing has made me understand my friend more and i certainly learnt something from him. :)
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3:30 PM