totallY mE!~
Friday, July 16, 2004
Hm today a complaint was lodged , saying that my blogs are StIll tOO Full of Shortforms. I will try to rectify that and makes it a pleasant reading for everyone . Another thing is That one of my close friend askedabout my daily life , it shld be.. Well after much pondering , i realised that it is true..however i did not want my blogs to simply become an online diary for me. Because i never have the habbit of keeping a diary , i just dont find writing down my daily happenings -fun. But i always like penning down my thoughts and certain issues that intrigue me alot. As these thoughts are not gd conversations (as in who would want to chat about my ideas of flowers , women's desire , Myself...) and i love to share these views..
Well, since im not here to Impressed readers , pull votes , Raise ratings of my blogs..i hereby decided that Im simply gonna continue to share my thoughts (no matter how wacky they may seem ,and if my online "jokes" aint furni..just take into considerations that im not a entertainer,im juz Being ME!) and if you dun like my entries..then..Go to another friend's blog lo.
Apart from that ,i feel that it's time to infuse abit "about Me!~" into these entries. To tell about some daily happenings ,certain funny incidents and my personal feelings . As my blog is for me to Unleased all my emotions ,my thoughts so as to relieve me of being overly mentally stressed. *hee*
Nowadaes im currently depressed..that accounts for the reasons for all my "depressive entries" . I have just gotten over from a Short but bad relationship that kinda makes me lose faith about myself , that maybe im simply not cut out for a long term relationship . Dont get me wrong , this ex bf is'nt why im fretting ..cos im way over him, its the failed relationship im unable to deal with. These 20 years of mine i have never proclaimed to be in love (not even once) ,but i did like 1 guy alot..but "Australia degree " seemed to be in his mind more than *mini me. Eh all these cum my LOusy results = depressive Jolyn . Hence my dear friends outta there , please endure with the short Fuse Me..*promise i will feel better and i will be a better company for all!
But for now ..Endurance and patience is a Virtue , greatly appreciated.. :)
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