Feelings of a drifter...
Thursday, August 12, 2004
Guess by now i would have realised that im a drifter..from hobby to hobby...friends to friends..(although i only drift around the same few groups of friends...) drift from one favourite clubbing place to another shamelessly...Maybe nothing has ever strike me as Important or exciting that i would have to commit myself forever ..like a Full time Exclusive Membership. As my elder brother once lamented..im a "san fen zhong re du" ..that my frivolous desires will vanish sooner or later after i achieve my "self-actualisation" from any activities.
However my friend..(i cant reveal her name....See SaM i Sooo nice to You! haha) once said im (still is) an opinionated person. I wonder how in the world i could Stick so strongly to one view but lack this form of determination in other areas. eh Maybe im not opinionated??Ermz..cant be..because fact reveals that IM...so i probably should change this bad habbit of mine. keke
Lastly ..guess if i could commit myself to 1 view..maybe i could just ..just learn to not to be a drifter anymore..
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