DAmn...LIfe suX
Sunday, September 19, 2004
Yes..while proof reading my last entry ..i got a call. And now im feeling exactly the opposite of how i feel in my last entry.. what cloud nine? i take that back. What happy ? i think i was just being delusional ..in self denial i guess. Currently my mood sux..feel like sleeping but i cant . Feel like going to east coast and let the breeze ..blow all my bad moods and sadness away.
I want my HAppy ending ..a Nice Life ...but i cant ..im a spolit gal..a girl that is not worthy of having everything going smoothly for her. Maybe thats life...to have more ups than down ..make the wound stings more and have your happiness transformed to a part of your sadness. How nice is that?
Penned @
12:44 AM