HAhaa...These few days im on Cloud nine ar...Because i got to see Ronald last wes..and talk to him ar...*Imagine that the whole hall has only the two of us..*delusionalise* there was no DAncers Nor other training going on...especially ignoring the fact that there were Samantha who just "happened" to come and look for me ->which totally spolit our private moments lo..if its still considered private...hahahha...Ok and the crucial fact that he said only three words to me..YOU better not ask me what words...cos i was in a daze to remember..hahaha NO la..i simply forgot.

Nah..all thats bullshit la.Im on cloud nine because this whole week has been a Blast for me. *Discounting the fact that im having A level...Prelims now* hahaha The reason due to my darling having his holidays this week...which is gonna end tomorrow arh. *Sighz*
We simply have soo much fun together ..okok..maybe i should not be so presumptuous and say "we" . Fine then.."I" have soo much fun because i literally forced him ,almost everyday to meet me for hours . I knew that when his sch starts ..i will only get to see him 1 or 2 hours everytime . Therefore i am making full use of this chance to get myself be infused into his lifestyle , and be a part of his life ..then in this way he gonna finds it hard to get rid of me eh *Heeh...*
*Chey* you all siao arh...really think i have nuthing better to do than being a "sticky and infuritating person"?? Nah..actually im just enjoying myself this week before the real hard works begin , transforming me into a Full Time Nerd .

What is one to do when realising the fact that you have fallen way behind everyone esle on the track while running towards your destination? Give up ? Think of excuses to give your friends when you reach the finishing line Last? That you do not have enough trainings before the competition? That you just don't feel like running that day..not in your tip top form? That its just too hot to bear and *erm maybe the sunlight affects your eyesight and you cant see the trackline clearly? Well , what about this?-> suddenly realisation dawned upon you , that you have never wanted to be in this competition, this rat race before?And so on and so forth...
HAve you ever feel this way before??Ok , may be not exactly the part about the race nor the excuses..but something similar to these feelings? The race and all these excuses are simply a metaphor to relate to any similar incidents that one may be facing . For me its A level and all of the excuses stated above is genuine..i think maybe im gonna use all of it to tell my mom , dad , friends who are not in my school...
What do you think one should do? You tell me? :P
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