FreakinG hell!~...*Upset** Because its the 1st time i saw certain gestures that infuriate me to the Core...(u wanna noe what is it rite??) lemme tell u , its a best gal friend touching and holding her Buddy's hand (who is a guy...) Well , one may feel that its perfectly fine and normal as in people are getting closer to each other nowadays..why am i so uptight about it? Eh , maybe im conservative and traditional..i feel that in order for a platonic friendship to remain that way , there should probably be a certain amount of distance between the 2 person. Although there may be instances of pure friendship occuring ,even when 2 are becoming physically close and still remained extremely good friend. But then again , which girl dares to take this chance of letting her guy be physically close with his good Gal buddy because one would never know when chemistry Or even *biology* would strike..well , for all i care you can freely call me a coward. Maybe im , maybe i cant trust (i don't even want to learn how to trust ..as in take a look at Hilary Clinton, the most she got out of her Trust ,was by telling the whole wide world about the Affair and How much it actually HUrts .That even the most powerful political woman , gets hurt by a *simPle affair..its SIMPLe..cos its just sex..*haha..) Don't even mention Margaret Thatcher , she was too busy being the 1st women prime minister to care who her husband is having affair with...eh its just pure speculations on my part hence please dont go around telling people that i say this, im simply being childish cos im Pissed. *Honestly gets one far ahead !~ haha

Okie..yuppz please remind me not to digress because i have not finish the story of -why do i feel that guys and gals who wanna remain friends should not get too close . Eh on the other hand i dont care and actually im done with blogging about this topic. If people wanna touch , hold hands or even kiss (All the PDA) , i have no right to stop them do i? Just because im too traditional in my upbringing *sheesh* , i should not expect the whole world to be as narrow minded as me right? Well , if any of you is nodding away now , you better not lemme see it (hahaha...) cos im exclusively self centred , self regarding , Egoistical...thus u should not agree with me on that particular statement above . If u are not galfriend-bf , Please dO NOt (I repeat...if any of the you dont get the Impact of Reading THis-> DO nOT PDA (public display of affections) infront of me because you should respect my private space of being a conservative person.

LAstly , if u wanna ask me why do i care so much ? I will only lament that from now on , i will not care...and would try in a last desperate attempt to ignore all these intimate gestures . And if any of you see me behaving intimately with any of my guy friend (which is HIGhly Impossible..haha), just smack me on the arm and exclaimed : " OI...do as u preach ..." and i would gladly obliged. Hmm then if any of my girl buddies outta there , tells me that occasionally i actually do that too (intimate gestures -that have just been considered *wrong by me ) , i will gladly correct you and says : " Its just harmless flirting my dear..nothing wrong ...it aint intimate gesture at all.." *winkz

Do not Judge from my above *wink and think that im alright..cos the above episode that i have witness just now, has been recurring continuously in my mind . Therefore i remained *Upset* Period.
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