Recently , i realised that having many friends does'nt equates to not being lonely. Most of my girl friends have boy friends and week ends usually means quality time with loved ones . Most of my friends are either busy working or studying which leaves me searching for programs during weekends. I understand and know that week ends are precious for many out there , i just find them abundant and a striking sign that says :HEY, you are single and friend-less..

I dont mind going out with my friends and their boyfriends , but after doing that for several weeks ..(with different couples of course ) , i feel kinda weird. Hence last week whenwe had an overnight party at helaine's house with all my classmates...it was a superb night.
Luckily the past few weeks , i have been out to movies and supper+ dinner with one of my guy friend and that kinda kept me busy cum happy. *sighz...however i found out that these outing will soon come to an end as we kinda had a "conflict of interest" .

In my current vunerable state , i guess many would fathom easily that romance aint the top of my list now . It is far far away from my mind , unless its about my past memories and S.C.
I dont understand how anyone will think that i will be able to let anyone esle into my life in such a short period of time. Is it even possible?? Time is needed to Heal...and Time is needed to help forget a person and erase certain memories...

I know i have Love and Lost.
I hope to Love and sustain.
Will i ever be able to do that?
Will You pls cherish what you have?
Will one ever holds on to your beliefs and faith and your precious Loved One?
Will i be forever be running on the same track..not moving , not knowing whats to love and to hold?
Will i move on ?
Do i want to? And leave you and our memories behind?
We were once strangers that came together with fate and later with faith..
We fallen back and became strangers once again...
Faith and you left me.
Will memories forsake me too 2:12 AM