My Love as Silence
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Silence is a kind of answer
Usually one you may not wanna hear.
Silence at times depicts lies, acceptance, avoidance..
I want words, understanding pats
But I got none
What I got was silence..
Deafening silence that kills happiness and breed animosity all over
I am sorry I wanna say..
I wanna take back the hurt I caused
I wanna hug
Let everything fall back into place
Like a jigsaw puzzle
Every says..
Between me and you
A gap that once seemed so near
Became so far that I couldn’t bear..
To see you, the face that once etched so deep in my mind , my heart
Im not who u think im ..
nor the love u have for me is for me.
Cos I am not the person u think im
The person u love , may be the person u created of me.. not ME
Let love go
Let me go if ur love is not of me , for me
Because im not the perfect person u want
Unconditioned positive regard is the essential
To love me and everything about me
The flaws u see , is a bright sign saying
"hey that’s jolyn you see! "
No one loves me like you do.
In this case
The you is me…..
I love myself more than anyone else
And that’s why im happy
Because no one can loves me the way I do.
Love is silence
Silence depicts emotions more than words can express
And so I love you
Silently…at the side
Behind the pillar
Behind you
You never know
Cos my love is silent
Intangible and invisible
Penned @
1:30 AM