Write or Not to Write?
Thursday, August 31, 2006
There are times when i feel that life indeed has a plan for everyone..that fate may not have ever been laid in our hands or so we may have once thought. Somethings i never thought would have happen , happened..others i thought will happen , did happen. Ironically , i never thought i would get entwined in stuff..but i did.I tried to keep a neutral point , because everyone is precious to me..but i cant let things and stuff sway by without saying or expressing anything.There may not be a clear definition of Right / Wrong or rather everyone of us was Right..or Wrong. But there are some stuff that can never be taken back..like my past post or this entry. What is written , said , expressed cannot be taken back and feelings or hurt remains. Im ok..we are ok..She is ok.. I fathom everything in life including love , passion , friendship do die out or new do replaced the old or whatnot.Standing up for our belief is good for our mental being , standing up to what one feels as injustice can be rectify as purifying consciousness . However if the implications do leak on to hurting one's relationship with another loved one/s , then that cant be helped aint it? One weighs the consequences before doing , writing certain stuff , expressing cronic views and hafta deal with it when these views trigger eruptions. To me..i may still be neutral , i love everyone and feels that everyone has a reason for doing certain things. There may be some perspective that i agree on more than the other but the Greater Good being everyone back to playing Happy Family again. I reckon that my present entry once written can never be taken or erased , unlike computer ..our memory do not function in that particular way. I would want to Undo many stuffs , relationships , erase certain sad memories in thy life but i cant. This entry may evoke certain comments but nothing matters..i wrote how i felt. Nuthing bad..just fragments of memories and linger of sadness remain in the air..*Turn back the time..Let all the bad , sad , unhappiness die away...* I Love everyone ... :)
Penned @
3:43 AM
