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Monday, January 22, 2007
There are many a times i wonder whywonder why i got sucked in ...so fast , so hard, so much. U asked me b4...is it too fast? Many once asked me b4...i stated no. It is never too fast if i like something, it shouldnt be a problem. There are millions of people outta there who knew each other for years and got together but it din work out in the end. There are people who didnt know each other..might be through internet- irc, pen pal..and they lasted , at least for years. Tradition didnt work in my favour as i have many friends who became the exception cases . Personally, i knew one of the best guy buddy (EVER) online. He was in Okinawa and i was in Singapore..we were in a japan channel (MIRC) we made friends...and when he got back from holidays...we struck up a friendship on Fire. He remains my best buddy ever since..and that was 5 years ago. People out there saying IRC was an evil which cannot be trusted..in my case it work out rather well i reckon. I knew one of my ex bf from Friendster..at first,i was cautious to give him my msn even .However he seemed like a decent chap. For many months , we were MSN pals , venturing into SMS pals. Till one day we met up and things went forth from there. To think Friendster was the medium that gave me the best boyfriend..the longest relationship..the sweetest memory i ever had. Since the 2 cases, i never debunked online relationship..cos they do last..i could have lasted years with him if i didnt insisted on breaking up 2 yrs ago. So time isnt a factor in my view. How well you know that guy or girl isnt the issue cos everyone changes .And people may do certain weird things that you would never thought he or she would do, especially in a relationship.Im a pragmatic person who thinks in a rational manner most of the time . One contradiction arrives when i see something ...or someone i like. Things became different. Im not the romantic kinda gal who yearns for flowers or sweet stuffs but i do crave for elements of closeness-mentally n emotionally. Being Rational is the foe of Passion..and i Love Passion in a r/s. Feelings and not brain / mind rules ...be passionate..be NOT Afraid. Everyone is vunerable to a certain extent but if you keep thinking of being afraid..then you will never move very far forward. Jump..Leap...throw away whatever insecurities you always carry around with you. You realise there is a different and more refreshed you awaited to be found. To all my best buddies around..ponder over these points ya (you is any of YOU who wanna noe me more or be on better terms with me..*chey act until i like so popular like that.. )I never wanna change you (much..haa) I chose you cos of who u areI just want more attention, more affections, more TLC....More communication n telling me what you want n think (so i wun need to second guess your thoughts :) ) Tell you something: IM always overly sensitive-cos im too freeIm too naggy cos i cared too muchIM constantly jealous cos i like u alotSo just ignored all the mood swings i churned out cos im just a silly n overly concerned gal. ;)All that could be done..remaining who you are..isint it?Haa...The "You" dont even read my blog..Let time do the talkingLet feelings do the action..Let time tellLet us knowGirls outta there , dont you all feel the same sentiments? Guys outta there , do you face similar problems with ya gf? Try lest not to understand ur the other half, try to appreciate n love them for who they all. Humans are all unpredictable at times , we are not stagnant matter nor things so love us ,love him, love her ...for who he/she is.That above chunk of "bo-liaoness" applies to friendship also which is based like an relationship. Me n my Triple J gals shared somewhat of a r/s than a normal friendship. We will get jealous, we love each other , we wanna see each other often, we crave for each other company..in short we operate like a r/s.friendship is important..but fate plays a part. You cant force certain things. Would passion dies out? Would you cry if it ends? Would you have no choice but to let go? Would you let go? Would friends let you go?
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