I saw a blog post from some girl that i do not know but has no empathy for. She distinctly gave me the feelings of trying to get whatever she wants , back. She seemed rather nice n sweet, friendly even. However from what i gathered, she done hurtful and amoral stuffs in my opinion. There is ethics in everyline, and sometimes being a girl and converting from that areana to some other place , you need to do something that is seriously distasteful.
She gave up what was hers.
She went forth for something she likes.
Once you gave up, you try to come back even when there is a new owner..it shows you dont care how many ppl you hurt in the process. You want but if you know that its taken..why go forth?
I have been in that position before and thus i can comment. I once loved someone alot alot.. the previous owner came by while we had problems and claimed back her share.
I was left with nothing..i had a chance to get "it" back half a year later...but when i knew "it" still has an owner, i gave up and went back to where i came from. I could have gotten "it" back,i could at least separated the two..but i did not cos i never want anyone to do that to me.

In the end, this girl din get what she wants.
One should just move on after hurting people and not be a tease..again and again
Trying to reclaim what you thought was yours, with all means and ways till you get it BACK.
Doing it in a subtle manner or nice way doesnt garner it as a nice technique.
Only naive and KIND people fathom so.
If you cant see the light , the actual situation and allow yourself to be hurt again
I cannot help you this time. i can only say "i told you so.."
Im unable to help you, cos the last time i did..i hurt myself in the process
And im trying to recover..
I hope no matter what, you see and think clearly and not be foolishly manipulated by someone's whims and fancy till another new fancy of her's came along and you became an old hidden toy once more. You want no lies, no deception and true heart..i suggest one dun enter into your own illusion and get embedded in new lies that hurt.

Yesh..No matter where there is ...it is never in a place that you gave up for a selfish reason, no matter how regretful u may be. Cos you already have a new life..do not attempt to destroy another new person love and what he carries for u. Everyone moves on. YOU should..
Cos in love, it is never simply hurting another person
It is destroying hopes , ideals , tainting memories and taking off a person's protection
leaving him/her vunerable before meeting you.
Think...love seems easy...it never is.
In reality, Love is difficult , hard to overcome, sometimes not easy to confirm the place and position of that person in your life
But you want to overcome all of it and be with the person regardless all..
Thats love.
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Im a weird person. I know nuthing about whats gg on or what am i really pin pointing. haha
I just love to write whatever go pass my mind. Some are feelings i felt last year when i was superby down, some are random thoughts and most are fictitious.
So pls dun come ask me what happened..cos nuthing much did. I just have lotsa time and think of so many girls outta there who are screwing guy's love life now. I have too many friends who are immersed with girls they should entangled themselves with , LET GO and go for nicer girls.

I think some parts of the blog i was reprimanding myself too, one period of time last year i went back and attempts to screw up someone's esle life again and again. As if the hurt i caused was not enough. I gave hope, i took away..i did that twice. Im a "jerk" at times too.. Im sorry.
The best i can do is never to distrupt the peaceful life he gained back.

Blardy hell, nearing V-day..and i keep writing all sort of anti-V day stuffs. I oso want lovely dovey stuffs. ;p

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