Saturday, July 21, 2007
Yes, It is as the picture suggested ..my blog entry is this random. ;)
Finally i decided to blog just for blogging purposes. It
has been a long time since i blog for leisure, by not
mentioning the events that i went to or what mischiefs
i had been up to.
Thus a random post ahead, it is the "essay time" so called , by
helaine which was a name tagged about my blog entries b4 i
blog ever in the blogsphere or even provide a good read during
one's boring blogs surf at night. However my blog did reach it's
main purpose for the past 4 years in which this blog site was
created, which is to pen out my thoughts and allow friends
whom i seldom contact and go out with recently, to at least
know where i have been and what i have been up to. My blog
keeps my friends updated about my boring life-not, and it is as
if my blog readers/friends are with me, in this part of an
extended version of me and my life.. Thus blog-
reluv84..Thanks, You have been a great help to me. ;)
Why then "reeluv84" which is such a childish name, many may
wonder...(eh wait maybe nobody ever wonder about my blog
name...with "LINKS" and "favourite", no one bother to
remember web site's name anymore..such a pity.) Well, the
reason (whether you wana noe or not, im going to tell you as
Cheryl Poon once lamented, "It Is My Blog, i put anything, any
pictures i want..You Can dont read..." haa) which is many
many years ago i had to put a name for my Icq nick..yesh to
many people like Siling, Cheryl, Mat and Glynis..we do have a
generation gap...in our secondary school time..we used Icq the
way Msn is being used nowadays. With an urge to get a quirky
yet elusive identity, i came up with reeluv84(The yr i was
born) , it is ok liao hor..dun hiam...You guys were lucky..My Irc
Nick used to be MiyuKI ok...afew years b4 i got stuck onto
Icq..it was Miyuki k.
If not you guys could be coming to
lucky..how bad was that yea? Dont blame me for the cliche...it
was the Jpop times when i was still badly smitten with the
Jdrama then.
The Window to your heart..has us in it. :)
I was debating with dear Keongie (latest nick..muahaha..he is so gonna kill me when he sees this..Wee wee was bad enough..) over a cup of coffee and of course a cup of iced milo with toast for me.. about Choice in life. which goes somewhere along this line--->
Do we really have a choice in life? If yes, why did Jude and
Sue ended up the way they did in Jude The Obscure? Is
Determinism a facade sprayed with human's stubborness to
conform, yet laying blames to fate for whatever happen to
them? Is Fate really a mirage to confuse man in his quest
towards a better quality of life, and yet fail ? For many things in
life, i believe there is a choice..one can choose to do
this..this..that to achieve his dream which was Keongie's stand
that day.
My stand being the fact that everyone has the choice for most
things in life however with afew exceptions. One being you can
never choose to be born or Not to be born, what if i never want
to be born? I want to be a soul wondering about (not in the
errie sense ok, just spiritual sense..a soul that has somewhat
of a mind) what if i wanna be a blade of grass swaying about in
morning breeze, a dew that last for a few hours a day, wind or
even a drop of rain? Just because you cant see their brain in a
tangible sense, doesnt mean these things arent alive as in
alive per se..
Jude being the sentimental guy he was, almost thought he
could hear the grass screaming in pain when people step
upon them, R.Dahl once wrote in one of this books that grass,
trees and other living things could "speak" and communicate
but we never seemed to know or even fathom that they could
have that ability.
Do you have a choice , being born into the particular family you
are in? In golden spoon, silver spoon or rather for many of
us..the wooden or Plastic spoon in Singaporean's context. So
lets say, after arriving in this so called Earth ( i dunno who
gave Earth this name, now that i mentioned this...it is like
Millennia Institute..a name so pompous..Only geeky people
can come up with names like this..If we had a more creative
ancestor, this world could actually be named as "Quirk",
"SONAR"-probably another geek who comes up with this
name, "Shiok"- confirm a Singaporean...too bad Singapore
wasnt literally or politically speaking even born yet..hahaha.
Shit, i kinda digress eh..Back to topic)
After arriving in this world, dressed in pampers and milk bottle,
do you think from then on in every single thing you do..You
have a choice? Most people feel so, that people who blames
fate are people who are weak and lazy to work hard for
success...these people are usually the workaholic and do turn
out to be successful people in the end.
However for me, in most things...we are given a choice ..you
can choose to be what you wanted, but sometimes no matter
how hard you try the ending results may never be the aim of
your choice initially. You are left with a choice then, to be
satisfied with current situation or not and attempt another shot
again. Yes, you always have a choice, but is the choice -
>a,b,c,d what you really wanted? What if what you wanted is
not in the multiple choice answers given to you in life? Can we
then have the segment-Others:______ , so that we can write
out what exactly that we want out of life? Can we?
Are our life limited by the multiple choice answers given to us
in this test of Life? If yes, can i opt for Comprehension instead?
At least i can write out a unique answer that i want and not
bound by the red tape perimeters of society.. Can i dont
conform? 
Is your success/failure a reflection of your actions?Labels: What is Your choice?
Penned @
6:54 PM
Yes, It is as the picture suggested ..my blog entry is this random. ;)
The Window to your heart..has us in it. :)
Is your success/failure a