Saturday, August 25, 2007
I couldnt write this post when our present wasnt yet over..we had wished for it to be a surprises...but i guess i had given too many hints. This entry was super late and had to be asked for when it should have been written by your's truely a long time ago.
1st: I owe You a Happy Birthday Song here in my blog. Dedicated to YOU, YOU, Yes You only. I sang you a birthday song on ya birthday but it wasnt enough..You deserved more my dear.
Happy Birthday Vain Pot *Ding ding*
Happy Birthday Sam Sam..
Happy Birthday my dear Best Friend..
Happy Birthday To You.
And yes, you did not hear it wrongly, i refer to you as moi best friend..no, im not egoistic as to make that a great deal. It isnt a biggie to be my best friends, in any sort of case..it is a BAD deal. Well, cos im not a easy friend to get along with..Siling, jasmine, lynn and cheryl could tell you lots about my undesirable character. But Samy has always wanted to know why i only have 3 best friends in my life, and i segregated the rest into good friends. She did not like the way i emphasis it and why do i have to always say the obvious out. Well, for one it is because im an idiot, a tactless one at that. I always feel best friends are very very special and the clan is very exclusive in my heart and that 3 girls have earned their place firmly in my life.
And You my girl, who has been through so much with life did more than earned that. I will thus pass you the membership card to my heart as of today, pls pay the membership fee of $200 per year to ensure your position for coming years.
Both of us look absolutely unlike each other, we look comical even to be standing side by side. Samy is tall and im short. She is the tallest girl in the class probably the tallest girl in our year and im (yep :( ) the shortest girl in JI. But man...we are loud and opinionated girls and when you hear one, you could see the other wavering nearby.
The first day when i saw her, she looked like a Da Jia Da walking into the wrong place. Decked in full fledged Ah Lian's attire with make up caked upon her fair skin, she looked out of place in the old rundown classroom of JI, the 1st day of orientation. I thought she looked more like a teacher than our teacher did.
Well, of course years later she confessed i looked like a midget sitting there and when she suddenly hear me say "Quiet, hear what she has to say" towards the whole class and garnered everyone's attention, she gave me some sorta acknowledgement smile. When we realised we were not only in the same orientation group, but ended up in the same class room during 1st day of actual school. We hit it off there and then. From then on, people who saw me wandering to canteen, will see her shortly after and vice versa. She is like a sister i never have, a soul so alike my own..i can never find another like it.
We love to club (back then), we love to go to the library to borrow books when we are free..we talk about life in it's best and worst appearance, we bicker about outlook on any issues we could lay our hands or rather our mouth on. We were the duo back then, no teacher wants to handle us both during an argument. Because when we are angry and with an agenda in mind, we are afraid of nothing and not even authority.
Life with samy was always fun and full of activities. She gave me after class tutorial on my tactless-ness, my lack of ability to determine authority and respect them not at will even and how to be more liberal, have LESS PRINCIPLES in life. She was a bad influence man...yes she was...hahah..She will probably lay the same blame unto me which 2 of us can never determine who was worse for whom.
yep that was us. The decked in black is the Ah Lian..Oops im in black too..nah you know who's the Ah Lian. ;)
Our second trip overseas- Thailand. My sunglasses were way too funky and not suited but well who cares...we are in Bangkok.
Throughout the years.. she lamented that she may be too independent and thus i always stick to the less dependent girls and neglected her. I will not lie, i may have done so and im sorry. I neglected you at certain points of our friendship but it wasnt intentional. You are a blast and the fact that you have so many friends crowding around you, probably errect some insecurities in me. I fathom someone as popular as you may one day be sick of a lil pixie like me..and move on.
You once said im overly possessive and we aint in a r/s, friends need not always meet up to be close to heart. However a year later, you somewhat agreed with me on certain points that friends need to be in touch if not dating once in awhile to keep the friendship on a constant updated mode. And today, i agree with you that friends need not always come out for coffee to remain besties..Just like what we have now.
You call me almost weekly and our bonding is still there. But i insist still, my girl we are in a r/s...we have always been. We get jealous when we are neglected, we scream and shout at each other for attention sake, we argue like a couple, we yearn for each other company like a couple does with hugs, we have late night chats, we call each other darlings, we misses each other often, we ehum talks about guys..(haha),
we share a bed when we are overseas, you come to my house for sleep overs, we have arguments so bad we even kinda had a short break up and we even had a mini patch back and had a great Make UP session ( i din mean that literally, i meant that emotionally K ).
So yesh..we are in a r/s and im glad to declare it a Happy R/S. I LOve YOu my girl. We been through many ups and downs (yesh....) but your loyalty amazed me. You bitch about me but its ok, who does'nt bitch about their bestie at some point of time.
So even when you had New Besties...like Helaine...i always take it in like a good girl cos as i always say...You will come back to me my girl..You can Fling for all you want but you will be back with me at the end of the day..hahhaa
Yesh...even Aliah..whom i suspected you probably love her more than me..but its ok, i will close one eye..and dont reveal the truth to me ok...Our LOve will OVerCome all Odds (sounds kinda familiar? I kinda Kop the phrase..haa)
Well, even if i have to share you with the entire 02A3 gang..one has no choice sometimes rite? If You cant Beat them, You join them..they say..AND SO I DID ;)
But lemme tell you some thing my dear.. My Heart has always been with you my dear. You are my soul in another body..You understand me the way no one ever will.
Dont be shocked... I only confessed today cos i cant keep this Best friend image for long. I LOVE YOU and I WANT YOU...To be with me forever... Muahahhaa Lets ROM shall we? Im gonna work hard and strike it rich..I promise YOU..No more Ang mohs for you yea...haaEh but before we do that..I have something to confess.. All along while you were Flinging around and being promiscuous with everyone in the class. Some one caught my fancy. You cant blame me..You went overseas to work, i was lonely..he was there for me. He is really Cute. Im sorry, i fall in love with your best friend.. 
He is too cute to resist. He is cuter than You and has many same traits as you did. And if I did not remember wrongly you guys belong to some same club in class rite? The Secret Syndicate with him as your chairman, well i vividly remember you being his Marketing Manager. haa
He is the Love of My Life nowYou are too...You are irreplacable my Samy.
We Want YOU BACK. WE MISS YOU
The Complete Circle of our class/gang will only be completed when you are back with us. We are incomplete without your irritating yet enduring attendence. You are a unique and lovely girl, never let anyone tells you otherwise..not even me or your insecurity. You are the best soulmate! And im glad i met you and befriend you the first day of school. Im a jerk at times, im sorry for mistreating and neglecting you. BUT I LOVE YOU!!YOU LOVE ME TOO ..Rite? *winks Labels: You are the best Friend everyone should have
Penned @
2:54 AM
yep that was us. The decked in black is the Ah Lian..Oops im in black too..nah you know who's the Ah Lian. ;) 
