Saturday, May 12, 2007
At first i was blardy pissed. Getting called a BITCH wasnt what im used to. Im more used to being called Dear by Samantha, Cheryl, Pearl and Jas. Hahhaha Especially when all along the years, i din noe her that well. Suddenly being accused to "eyeing her guy" all along and she "knew it all along" was more than misrepresentation. I could no longer sit by and do nuthing after all that she did to my bf whom she tramatised badly.
Every gf would do whatever i did and probably more. I tried enduring but she went past my limit by calling me names i do not deserve at all. And thus i friendster msg her.. In it , i stated mean things which under the circumstances were understandable, i assure you... and i lamented that i would Go to her house, under her block and to her work place if she ever did that AGAIN to my bf , yep it could be referred to as a "threat" i presume but the way she put it across was as if i threaten to break her legs or whatnot. How shrewd is that? She even msg him saying i threatened her and all that sorta nonsense and said she would call the Police. HA...She can wait under the block, in people house that she has no right to be in, and i cant? And she wana set the Police on me cos i am gg to do the exact thing she did to another person? Did i not mention i took Law Module the Last Sem? Police so easy to call..she thinks she calling Dog ar?? Alamak.
But i guess i cant blame her friends whom probably caused my viewing ratings to jump like jack rabbit since my msg was sent. She did not reply my msg but went around to complain abt me to my bf. Why not deal directly with me if she has time to msg my bf har? I wonder... She says she dun wana see me under her block, siao 1 le...Like i wana travel all the way to the north side to see her ar? Waste my petrol, waste my $$ lo...SOmemore not seeing some fantastic , pretty lady...i might as well stay at home and look at the mirror le. Not very pretty but at least not a waste of my time. haa...
But the crux of this post isnt all of the above. Its what written here and now, darling im sorry if i have caused you distress over the entire matter. My fallen pride caused me to overlook the fact that i could cause you more trouble, i should have ignored everything and concentrate on you, you alone. Im being a teeny weeny bit mushy but guys bear with me..i promise other posts will not be this "Tian Tian de". ahha Is that phrase copy right-ed Rach? hahaha WK understood why i did what i did and im glad for all his support and understanding. I promise to be abit more patient and mature while dealing with this. I dont wana waste my time on her, i rather spend it thinking of you and with you. You are lovoly..yesh lovoly...The Genting trip was an added bonus when you managed to turn up last minute. We just started off...small yet stable steps..we wobble along the ways..I failed b4..many times, you failed b4..but it doesnt matter cos now I have you to hold onto.. Lets walk the path together, with the support and TLC.
Lovoly...
I wan you to be this happy ;) Labels: A speck of dust but You Shine Through
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3:45 AM
I wan you to be this happy ;)